CatLover

CatLover

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Thank you very much for that - actually one of the things that leads me to avoid relationships is the way I see people 'disappear' into them. People I know and like seem to lose themselves in them and become completely different people, I find it a little alarming. I don't want to lose my self to be with someone else, so that's very accurate. Wish you all the best too.
 
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Per Ardua Ad Astra

Per Ardua Ad Astra

Malpractice: NeuroDystrophy-Paralysis-Meds-Injured
Sep 27, 2022
3,640
Thank you so much. I do believe in curses, though they don't operate like what's depicted by the horror movies.
I have tried not to believe - hoping it will nullify a curse ?

🙏 May I ask — how do they operate? Can Runes nullify a curse ?

Sadly my physical existence continues to painfully deteriorate — exactly "like what's depicted by the horror movies" !?

My known illnesses are complex and untreated — Due to Medical negligence — chronic / autoimmune / genetic/ iatrogenic / prescribed dependence on toxic meds that have destroyed my body and brain— and struggling to wean off 4 years now has only made things worse

😔 Sincere Apologies Re: my original Q — But I don't know if any of my illnesses are terminal — but I didn't intend to give that impression — it's just how what's happening to me feels like it's killing me

I just wish for healing — or aggressively terminal — like my parents— or the ability to CTB — and not being trapped like a caged paralyzed animal in this horrific limbo for much longer— it's agony

Wishing you the best 🙏💫🕊️
 
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I have tried not to believe - hoping it will nullify a curse ?

🙏 May I ask — how do they operate? Can Runes nullify a curse ?

Sadly my physical existence continues to painfully deteriorate — exactly "like what's depicted by the horror movies" !?

My known illnesses are complex and untreated — Due to Medical negligence — chronic / autoimmune / genetic/ iatrogenic / prescribed dependence on toxic meds that have destroyed my body and brain— and struggling to wean off 4 years now has only made things worse

😔 Sincere Apologies Re: my original Q — But I don't know if any of my illnesses are terminal — but I didn't intend to give that impression — it's just how what's happening to me feels like it's killing me

I just wish for healing — or aggressively terminal — like my parents— or the ability to CTB — and not being trapped like a caged paralyzed animal in this horrific limbo for much longer— it's agony

Wishing you the best 🙏💫🕊️
I feel so sorry for you. There is not much I can do for helping you(as I'm not a medical expert) but seeking help from medical volunteers/medics/or some other experts may be of help. Social security system is also useful for medical treatment if your country has one.
About runes, you can use 'bindrunes' to protect and cleanse yourself. Thurisaz and tiwaz are helpful for former, laguz for latter. You just combine two or more runes in one picture, and that's it!
Best of wishes.
 
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Unending

Enlightened
Nov 5, 2022
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Hi, and thank you so much for doing this. I hope I'm not too late. I suppose a good question to ask would be this:
what can I do to experience a sustainable, pleasant, and meaningful life that doesn't consist of never ending pain?
 
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Tesha

Life too shall pass
May 31, 2020
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So here's my question: what else can I do to ensure my children live happy and fulfilling lives after my death?
 
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Girl-shaped Wound

In love with a person that doesn't exist
Feb 19, 2022
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Wouldn't that be a good thing? Maybe they will vanish overtime but you never gonna forget that person if he/she ment so much toyou. Maybe your desire to ctb will vanish too eventually and not increase. I don't know this person you're talking about but wouldn't he/she (ffs I hate this gendering shit...sry) have wanted you to live a good life even if it seems impossible ATM?
Actual nightmare fuel. I don't want to be that person.
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Philip K. Dick was right, sooner or later in order to continue living you need to violate yourself over and over again.

At the same time – I'm doing what I can and I'm super grateful for any kindness offered to me, though :heart:
 
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IamFree

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Hi, and thank you so much for doing this. I hope I'm not too late. I suppose a good question to ask would be this:
what can I do to experience a sustainable, pleasant, and meaningful life that doesn't consist of never ending pain?
You're not late :) I slightly changed your question into this: "What can I do to know happiness in my life?" Since there's no life without pain, but there should be no life without happiness.
The answer for your question came out as jera. Jera is a rune of cycles and seasons, but each one is never the same with the previous ones.
In our lives, happiness come and go like changing seasons. The same goes with pain. We have both bitter and sweet moments during our sojourn here. Nothing is everlasting in our world- there is no thing that never ends in this universe. Think about seasons. You may like spring flowers, but one day you find them withered. You may hate summer but the temperature drops eventually in autumn. It's natural principle, and we follow it, because we are a part of nature.
Your present pain will end. Though someday a new pain would come, it's temporal too. It is good for you to get out of the false notion of 'eternal pain' that some rotten religion guys planted into people's brains. It looks like, in my eyes, that only when you admit the ephemeral nature of pain, you can truly know happiness in your life.
Best of wishes.
So here's my question: what else can I do to ensure my children live happy and fulfilling lives after my death?
I slightly modified your question into this, since your children will find it hard to lead happy lives without a caring, loving parent like you:
"How should I do now to lead a happy life with my kids?"
The answer for your question came out as ingwaz. Ingwaz is a rune of family, seeds of your internal assets ready to sprout- in your case the latter seems to be your children :) You seem to love your kids very much, that you didn't forget them in the thick of your pains. You want them to be always happy. That's nearly impeccable. Not all parents around the world can behave like you.
But there's one thing that you forgot. What your kids need most to be happy, is you. You're the only one parent(mama/papa/etc) in their universe. No one can replace you. Even if some billionaire come to be your kids' caretaker, they will nevertheless need you. Their lives, their happiness, won't be the same without you in there.
So it's best to be just you. Always their parent, their shoulder to cry on, their embracing arm that won't cease to exist till the end of the world. Just be where you are, because you're the best parent in your kids' life.
Wish you and your kids the best.
Actual nightmare fuel. I don't want to be that person.
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Philip K. Dick was right, sooner or later in order to continue living you need to violate yourself over and over again.

At the same time – I'm doing what I can and I'm super grateful for any kindness offered to me, though :heart:
I'm always grateful for your existence. As someone who are writing novels too, I heartily want to give you a hug!
 
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Unending

Enlightened
Nov 5, 2022
1,517
Jera is a rune of cycles and seasons
Unfortunately, This answer is quite practical and makes a lot of sense. I think that if I can find a way to cope with the intensity of my pain and emptiness, than I will be able to make it. I've just been struggling to do that for sometime despite all the help in the world which is what makes it hard. Thank you again for this reading, it means a lot that you came here to do this for us :heart:
 
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MidnightDream

Warlock
Sep 5, 2022
732
Will I succeed in my current career path?
 
Venus13

Venus13

Experienced
Oct 2, 2022
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Will my next treatment help me? Will I make movement forward in recovery with it and other treatments planned in the coming year?
 
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IamFree

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Aug 16, 2022
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Will I succeed in my current career path?
The answer for your question came out as dagaz. Dagaz is a rune of day, 'your' day. Whether it be bright or dark, you will anyways get profit from your current situation.
It seems like you would be busy soon, you'd get a lot of things to do in your path. You may think like you're getting deeper and deeper into a cave, but it's actually a tunnel- dark times will get to an end, bright daylight will shine upon you. It's good to do the best in whatever work you do, because you will certainly taste its fruits(which are good for your health).
Best of wishes.
Will my next treatment help me? Will I make movement forward in recovery with it and other treatments planned in the coming year?
Your questions seem like it can be put together in this sentence: "I'm getting some new treatments, but will they help me recover?"
The answer for your question came out as kenaz(its position lying in the middle of upright and reversed). Kenaz is a rune of wisdom gained through fire and pain.
Treatment is an equally painful thing as the disease/wound itself, but you must go through it if you want to get healthy again. You can't avoid this, but you will be more healthy than now when you finish the treatment. Sometimes we all have to manage through ordeal in order to get the desired outcome. It seems like you're elbowing your way into this kind of time. Have courage, because you got one person here who wishes your recovery with all their heart!
But you must not forget your 'inside', your mind. Treatments on your outside(the physical body) are important, but they're all for your happy life, aren't they? It seems to me that the time for tending on your mind has come. You must mend the wounds on your mind, because it needs to be cared like your body. Mind is not seperated from body during your lifetime. Doing what comforts your mind is good for your recovery, such as listening to good music, talking with a reliable person, getting a sound sleep etc.
Wish you the best.
 
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MidnightDream

MidnightDream

Warlock
Sep 5, 2022
732
The answer for your question came out as dagaz. Dagaz is a rune of day, 'your' day. Whether it be bright or dark, you will anyways get profit from your current situation.
It seems like you would be busy soon, you'd get a lot of things to do in your path. You may think like you're getting deeper and deeper into a cave, but it's actually a tunnel- dark times will get to an end, bright daylight will shine upon you. It's good to do the best in whatever work you do, because you will certainly taste its fruits(which are good for your health).
Best of wishes.
Thank you so much <3
 
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Per Ardua Ad Astra

Per Ardua Ad Astra

Malpractice: NeuroDystrophy-Paralysis-Meds-Injured
Sep 27, 2022
3,640
I feel so sorry for you. There is not much I can do for helping you(as I'm not a medical expert) but seeking help from medical volunteers/medics/or some other experts may be of help. Social security system is also useful for medical treatment if your country has one.
About runes, you can use 'bindrunes' to protect and cleanse yourself. Thurisaz and tiwaz are helpful for former, laguz for latter. You just combine two or more runes in one picture, and that's it!
Best of wishes.
So Grateful for your kind advice , empathy and generosity once again 🙏

Sadly I still cannot find any trustworthy medics in my small region and their negligent destruction of my health has left me abandoned and often mocked.
For 3 years we've pleaded but social services are still unwilling to help.

I wish I could escape this place and go home or elsewhere but it's too late my body is too decrepit. Only a nursing home awaits me in this surreal existence as my spouse can't provide the care I now need — but we would struggle to afford it and the state / my adopted country will never pay.

That's why it feels like the ripening of a curse that was written (but not specifically about my health) — when my health demise suddenly began a decade ago. But when I moved country things took a terrible turn for the worst — but at the time I was spellbound by my adopted country and oblivious to the terrifying path ahead.

It truly feels like I landed in hell on earth. Even the name of my adopted town is an explicit metaphor. My fate seems sealed.

I'm so sorry to ramble so pathetically this is not the place for it !
Apologies to all here 😳

@IamFree Thank you so very much for sharing your gifted Rune knowledge here — I am humbled and honoured to receive it and your special advice for me. I am too afraid to try anything I've no knowledge of in case I make things worse 💔
For 6 years I've tried various types of traditional religious prayers / indigenous smudging for removing negative energies but it has made me nauseous / scared me / backfired with worse health.

Please be assured I'm so happy and grateful you've provided great hope for recovery and healing here with your gifted Runic readings and pure generosity and compassion 💜

Very best wishes to you dear friend
🙏🕊️💫
 
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IamFree

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Aug 16, 2022
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Is there anyone here wanting to get reading? Jól is coming, and I want to give readings to y'all who want them. You won't see Jólnir kissing Santa Claus, but regardless He can give you presents...
 
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Lucilius

Student
Feb 15, 2021
130
Will this new person I met accept me for who I am?
 
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Raven2

Raven2

Specialist
Dec 1, 2022
341
@IamFree hope it's okay to get a reading my question is...
Will I meet someone soon to settle down with?
 
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don't want it

Member
Dec 14, 2022
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I'm sorry, but I will say it in sharp language ..

Don't play on people
Do not sell false hope to people
Thanks
 
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LivideLamb

I'm so decaying, feeling like an ashtray
Jan 5, 2020
351
I'm sorry, but I will say it in sharp language ..

Don't play on people
Do not sell false hope to people
Thanks
They are not setting false hope or anything like that... It's up to you to believe in it or not. You don't have to pay anything, you're not getting scammed, etc. As I said, it's purely up to you to believe in this, spiritually speaking or not.
 
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Painless_end

Life is too difficult for me
Oct 11, 2019
794
What is my strongest quality ?
 
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IamFree

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I'm sorry, but I will say it in sharp language ..

Don't play on people
Do not sell false hope to people
Thanks
I'm not playing or selling false hopes. I'm just doing what I can.
Gods gave me ability and I'm using it for Their precious creations, to help them.
Did I mocked, or taken advantage of someone here? I'm not the kind of person who plays a cunning move to desperate people.
Whether or not I'm getting paid for readings I am always sincere.
Anyway, if you don't like it, you can just pass this thread.
Will this new person I met accept me for who I am?
The answer for your question came out as Hagalaz. Hagalaz means unpredicted events coming into your life like a hailstone. But it isn't necessarily negative- it's actually neutral. It's neither good nor bad in itself, so how you perceive it determine its way.
It seems you didn't planned to meet, or form a deeper connection with this person you've met. Anyways it happened and there's no way to set back the clock. But you don't have to be afraid. Forming a new connection normally causes some pain to you but that's bearable. Pain will dissipate rather quickly like a melting hailstone. And whatever direction this new connection goes, it will make you eventually stronger than before.
The runes don't give a strict yes or no, because it's up to you. You decide your future in the present. Talk to that person first of your identity, and just see how things go. If they accepts you it's good. Even if they doesn't, it's also good because you learned it quite early. Time to find a new person, then. But wherever this event may go, you'll be stronger in the end. And you already have the strength to get through the difficulty before you.
 
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Mr_House

Mr_House

Black Mesa Research Facility (B.M.R.F.)
Jul 14, 2022
196
Will there be a SOMA 2 released by frictional games, I really liked SOMA and I do hope for another one
 
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IamFree

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@IamFree hope it's okay to get a reading my question is...
Will I meet someone soon to settle down with?
The answer for your question came out as Tiwaz(slightly reversed). Tiwaz is the rune for the warriors- anyone who fights with fierceness and braveness for their goal(s) deserves to be called a warrior. It's telling you that your path won't be without obstacles, but just fight whatever they are and you will fulfill your goal.
You are likely to struggle with multiple matters to meet your 'media naranja'. Outside obstacles exist, but there are some of them in your mind too. Maybe the latter would be more tricky to deal with. But the key lies in not giving up your fight. Of course it's difficult. But don't drop your weapons, and you will eventually succeed, despite all the hardships you undergo.
Good luck with you!
What is my strongest quality ?
The answer to your question came out as Kenaz(reversed). Kenaz is the powerful rune of fire, wisdom acquired through burning pain. Since it came out as reversed, you need to find your bright fire inside yourself.
It's your own self who is holding the key to find out your strongest quality. No one can really give you the answer, so you must try to make it yourself. What do you think of yourself? What kind of person do you think you are? The process won't be easy, it would be rather painful, but you have to go through if you want to achieve your desired answer. It would be wise to remember that no gold can be transformed into a precious thing without going through tempering fire.
Will there be a SOMA 2 released by frictional games, I really liked SOMA and I do hope for another one
Why don't you ask them yourself. The runes don't give you strict yes or no.
I'm not playing or selling false hopes. I'm just doing what I can.
Gods gave me ability and I'm using it for Their precious creations, to help them.
Did I mocked, or taken advantage of someone here? I'm not the kind of person who plays a cunning move to desperate people.
Whether or not I'm getting paid for readings I am always sincere.
Anyway, if you don't like it, you can just pass this thread.

The answer for your question came out as Hagalaz. Hagalaz means unpredicted events coming into your life like a hailstone. But it isn't necessarily negative- it's actually neutral. It's neither good nor bad in itself, so how you perceive it determine its way.
It seems you didn't planned to meet, or form a deeper connection with this person you've met. Anyways it happened and there's no way to set back the clock. But you don't have to be afraid. Forming a new connection normally causes some pain to you but that's bearable. Pain will dissipate rather quickly like a melting hailstone. And whatever direction this new connection goes, it will make you eventually stronger than before.
The runes don't give a strict yes or no, because it's up to you. You decide your future in the present. Talk to that person first of your identity, and just see how things go. If they accepts you it's good. Even if they doesn't, it's also good because you learned it quite early. Time to find a new person, then. But wherever this event may go, you'll be stronger in the end. And you already have the strength to get through the difficulty before you.
I wish y'all good luck and happiness.
 
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Raven2

Specialist
Dec 1, 2022
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Thank you for my reading @IamFree
 
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blackwidow

blackwidow

Road to nowhere
Aug 12, 2022
228
How lovely of you
Will I ever find love....
 
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BeautifulMosaics

Specialist
Aug 15, 2021
310
This is so generous of you @IamFree :)

How do I overcome this apathy and mental paralysis?
 
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IamFree

Member
Aug 16, 2022
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How lovely of you
Will I ever find love....
I slightly modified your question to this, since you'll surely find the love of your life! "What should I do to find the love of my life?"
The answer for your question came out as Fehu(reversed). Fehu is a rune of physical and mental properties, so when this rune is reversed it can be interpreted as you're using or directing your properties to a somewhat wrong direction. Or it can be that you're too obsessed with your properties to a degree of troubling yourself. Maybe you already have the love of your life: just you haven't exactly realized its flame until now, because the time for love is yet to come. All things has its own time- like, you can't enjoy the snowy landscape when it's summer. The time for your love to bloom will certainly come, so it's best not to be obsessed.

This is so generous of you @IamFree :)

How do I overcome this apathy and mental paralysis?
The answer for your question came out as Fehu(huddled on the boundary of upright and reversed). Fehu is a rune of properties, both physical and mental. You already have the mental properties needed to sympathize with others and to be creative within yourself. Just, you need to take a break. Your daily life is gnawing on you quite seriously that you can't help but being obsessed with it. It seems like you're drained and railroaded by your life so much that you don't have spare energy to take care of your mind. Please don't be obsessed with your life since everything will be moving in its rhythm, its time. Rather, make a quiet time for yourself. Drinking a hot beverage(coffee, tea, hot chocolate or whatever) in a warm and comfortable place can be of help. Relax and take a nap if you find it necessary. You can't look after others' emotions before you look after your own mind.

What do I need to know?
The answer for your question came out as Ansuz(reversed). Ansuz is a rune of divine connection through words, and it can signify the God Óðinn. Since it came out in a reversed position, you may be stuck within yourself, in a metaphorical jail you created with your own thoughts. It may be that you're obstinate to a degree, so it's good for you to respect others' opinions. Maybe reading some articles or books, whether their tones align with your opinion or not, can be of help. At least they can widen the horizon of your thoughts. And it seems that your thoughts may be related with death, one clear domain of our Norse Dad. You may be visualizing it as something like a scythe of Grim Reaper when it's not. Death is just another side of the same coin as life. Learning about death is also good since it deepens your knowledge in both death and life.

Sorry my response was a bit late. I wish you guys the best!
 
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trayansh

Dead Inside
Sep 17, 2022
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thank you for your time, i thought i might give this a try

Will I ever stop hating myself?
 
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Painless_end

Life is too difficult for me
Oct 11, 2019
794
The answer to your question came out as Kenaz(reversed). Kenaz is the powerful rune of fire, wisdom acquired through burning pain. Since it came out as reversed, you need to find your bright fire inside yourself.
It's your own self who is holding the key to find out your strongest quality. No one can really give you the answer, so you must try to make it yourself. What do you think of yourself? What kind of person do you think you are? The process won't be easy, it would be rather painful, but you have to go through if you want to achieve your desired answer. It would be wise to remember that no gold can be transformed into a precious thing without going through tempering fire.

Thank you for this information. I am reflecting on it.
 
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HoneyandGlass

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Why am I the person I have become?
 

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