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mothercoin
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- Aug 9, 2023
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So I accidentally found a letter from the bank saying that my parents are leaving money to my two younger siblings. My name isn't mentioned at all, just the amount that is going to them.
I don't blame them because I keep acting like a suicidal psycho and continuously ruining my life. I am a bit sad but it gives me greater resolve to go through with my plan and end it.
My grandma also just passed away a few days ago after being sick for a long time. It's not an ideal time to ctb but I might as well get it over with soon, like hopefully this month. There's no point in drawing it out.
I guess they don't expect me to survive longer than them, because I made it clear that I have no desire to live or survive.
I don't blame them because I keep acting like a suicidal psycho and continuously ruining my life. I am a bit sad but it gives me greater resolve to go through with my plan and end it.
My grandma also just passed away a few days ago after being sick for a long time. It's not an ideal time to ctb but I might as well get it over with soon, like hopefully this month. There's no point in drawing it out.
I guess they don't expect me to survive longer than them, because I made it clear that I have no desire to live or survive.
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