I've decided I'll be out by july 15th its my birthday and I figure i should only make one day "about me" for my family + bf i hope they'll just forget tho, but i know they won't they love me and and in return, I'll kill myself. I feel guilty but definitely not enough to stay. I just cant been here for 21 years a whole longer than I thought Id make it (a whole lot longer than i shouldve) and I just cant imagine doing this 3x over at the minimum. I feel so much releif knowing i get to give up soonish. Gonna go out by tying a noose to some tree in the middle of nowhere ill call 911 and tell them where to find the body and then I'll shoot myself. I figure if the shot doesn't kill me when i collapse the noose will finish it off any suggesions on how to make the plan more "bullet proof" lol
Nothing to add to your plan but just to say that going out on your birthday so it's just one day for others to mourn you is really smart. I'm not deadset on CTB but if I do I will make sure to do the same. I want to minimise the damage done any way I can. So thank you for this idea and I hope it all works out painlessly for you.
thank you and i'll be honest stole the birthday ctb idea off someone off here lol, but it do really just make sense I'm already doing the most selfish act might as well spare them a tinge of grief
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Just wanting some peace
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Is there anything else you're doing to make things easier for loved ones? I also want to minimise the damage, or at least a little bit of the stress, because all this is small mercy in the face of losing someone. But I want to make sure all my affairs are in order like cancelled cards, contracts, etc. Social media accounts and emails taken care of. I feel like this kind of thing could do with a megathread.
