former best friend will never know I'm dead

[onlyforever1]

this is the hardest part for me. every time I've gotten this close I've texted him in the past even though he hasn't spoken to me since 2018 but I'm not going to do it this time he doesn't deserve that. but it's so so hard to know he'll never know I'm gone

 

[ghiandalover]

I advise you to to program an email that will be sent after your death as i think no one wants regrets before dying but after all is your choice i know it will make him suffer but he deserves to know.

 

[onlyforever1]

it's so weird to wake up and have no one to talk to. I talk to my friends every single day on Discord or social media and I've uninstalled both from my phone. I keep repeating it to myself but it doesn't feel real that I'll never talk to them again, just Wednesday I was planning a trip out to see one of them.

 

[-nobodyknows-]

I'm in the same boat.

 

[TheHolySword]

i understand this. i miss my old best friend. but she doesn't need to know this. i can be a happier memory in her life.