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Nihilisticstatic

Nihilisticstatic

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Aug 6, 2023
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Ive been hearing a lot about SN and N ever since Ive joined SaSu and Ive realized they are mostly talked about due to their availability. I don't see much talk about N these days (Im guessing its cuz of how hard its gotten to find?). SN is not the ideal poison tho. Ive read the PPH and such but Ive yet to find the best way to go.

Im looking for a dissociative drug or cocktail that gets you a very dreamy or mellow high and that, after a couple hours, puts you asleep painlessly. I believe the best way to go would be after a peaceful trip and I havent really found any discussion on a drug that doesn't give you panic or psychosis before killing you. One option id taking cyanide once a ketamine trip is ending but it mean administering the cyanide in the last minute and ketamine doesnt last very long so there is a need to redose.
I find the idea of dissociating away into a never ending dream very attractive. Thats why a delayed toxin would be best.

The ideal characteristics would be as follow:
Reliability: Very reliable
Pain: Painless
Quick? No, ideally in between 2h-24h,
Pleasant/euphoric? Very, this is the main objective.
Accessibility: can be a scheduled or restricted substance, can be a research chemical.
This can be a single substance or a cocktail:
(1)Psychoactive drug with a delayed CNS shutdown.
(2)Peaceful poison (with long delay) + psychoactive drug
(3+)A peaceful cocktail (with long delay) + psychoactive drug

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I have the lab equipment necessary to synthesize or extract most compounds one could hope to make as a university chem student. So availability isn't too much of an issue and even if its not feasible, Im still curious of wether such a substance/cocktail exist.

Let me know what y'all think about this. Anyone else agrees this would be a nice way to go? Also what about a hallucinogen trip, that could be interesting?
 
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Mr.Black

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Dec 31, 2023
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Sounds like you are looking to OD on opioids. Personally, I've always strayed away from them due to their extreme nature. Firstly, they aren't readily available in most countires in the world, secondly, if your attempt fails, then you're on a fast track to becoming addicted. If anyone knows a substance other than opioids that fits this criteria feel free to share, I'm also curious.
 
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Nihilisticstatic

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Aug 6, 2023
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Sounds like you are looking to OD on opioids. Personally, I've always strayed away from them due to their extreme nature. Firstly, they aren't readily available in most countires in the world, secondly, if your attempt fails, then you're on a fast track to becoming addicted. If anyone knows a substance other than opioids that fits this criteria feel free to share, I'm also curious.
Ive got and done opioids, they are sadly not dissociative like ketamine is. I agree the od is the closest to a trip that can end with a peaceful death tho.
 
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