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Busticket

Busticket

Student
May 18, 2021
185
Just last night I had a great and exciting dream in which I talked to girls and drove an electric car lol.
I always have interesting adventures in my dreams, see beautiful and interesting landscapes/city scapes and meet and talk to people.
In real life I barely leave my house and have no friends/gf.

I am always dissapointed when I wake up from a good dream to my real life.
 
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ClownMe

ClownMe

Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
Apr 7, 2021
20,561
same here.
 
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logan

logan

Warlock
May 20, 2021
705
I can relate to that.
I had a good life for many years, but at the moment my best time is also only in my dreams.
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,201
Yep, I know that feeling only too well. If it is any consolation, at least your dreams are nice and not nightmarish.
 
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Scribble Fan

Scribble Fan

I'm out!
May 30, 2019
815
I much prefer my dreams to real life. It'd be awesome if death was just one big dream.
 
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Symbiote

Global Mod
Oct 12, 2020
3,099
If I can die knowing that my afterlife will be like my dreams. I'll have it made.
 
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Roseate

Arcanist
Mar 24, 2021
480
Damn I wish. But I'm stuck with weird creepy dreams and fucking bad nightmares.
 
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Efilismislife

Efilismislife

Psychopath family tortured me
May 25, 2021
642
I woke up from nightmares only to realize my life is the nightmare that i cant wake up from :ohh:

"Wake me up
call my name and save me from the dark"

Damn I wish. But I'm stuck with weird creepy dreams and fucking bad nightmares.
But many times i enter the lucid dream world and just playing there and wondering who are those people i see

Sometimes i can create a nice world but eventually it turn into a disaster. Guess my worries still following me there
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,383
I have nightmares and weird dreams myself, honestly. I still feel disappointed upon waking because I am in fact still here and I didn't die in my sleep. I just like the act of being asleep so it doesn't matter if my dreams aren't good.
 
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noname223

Archangel
Aug 18, 2020
5,830
Just last night I had a great and exciting dream in which I talked to girls and drove an electric car lol.
I always have interesting adventures in my dreams, see beautiful and interesting landscapes/city scapes and meet and talk to people.
In real life I barely leave my house and have no friends/gf.

I am always dissapointed when I wake up from a good dream to my real life.
I can relate to that. Dreams can be often an escape from reality. Today I did not want to leave my bed because I know the decisions I have to make are all horrible and the outcome is pure shit whatever I decide.
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,163
Yes, that happened to me for almost 3 years when my depression was so deep that I had even become a NEET.
Now, I have better dreams than real life from time to time but fortunately, things have improved a lot.
 
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Roseate

Arcanist
Mar 24, 2021
480
I woke up from nightmares only to realize my life is the nightmare that i cant wake up from :ohh:

"Wake me up
call my name and save me from the dark"


But many times i enter the lucid dream world and just playing there and wondering who are those people i see

Sometimes i can create a nice world but eventually it turn into a disaster. Guess my worries still following me there
I've always wanted to try it out but idk too lazy ig..
 
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a.h

Specialist
Jun 19, 2019
356
If I can die knowing that my afterlife will be like my dreams. I'll have it made.
When I had nde and woke up out of my body after passing out from lack of oxygen it felt just like waking up from a dream. I though that my life was just a dream (or not real at least like the real life). I swear it felt million times more real and better than this life. Every single day after it I have missed it and wished to go back there.
It's sad if our brains could make us that happy but it can only happen when we are dieing.

I think that total oblivion would be just as good too.
I dream of it too.
 
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Anonymous_A

Arcanist
Oct 4, 2020
411
Same with me.
I've now somehow conditioned myself to wake up halfway though then fall back to sleep.
Now during this second sleep, 90% of the time I'm lucid dreaming.
Literally have the time of my life when I'm asleep haha
 
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Efilismislife

Efilismislife

Psychopath family tortured me
May 25, 2021
642
I've always wanted to try it out but idk too lazy ig..
Try lucid dream?
Same with me.
I've now somehow conditioned myself to wake up halfway though then fall back to sleep.
Now during this second sleep, 90% of the time I'm lucid dreaming.
Literally have the time of my life when I'm asleep haha
yeah light sleep induce lucid dream. Like how sleep paralysis work too.
 

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