First partial hanging test

[RandomGirl52]

so i did my first test for partial hanging, got the noose and some tape to secure it (I'm going to use duct tape for my real attempt dw), and wrapped it around the bar in my closet
first test with my arm was amazing, no matter how hard I pulled down with my arm it would not come undone and it even created some cuts on my arm from how tight it was, The second test however...
i decided I wanted to do another test that was more reliable, I would put the noose around my mouth and then kneel down as if it was a real attempt, immediately I could not kneel, there was a huge mess on my closet floor and I didn't realize how far back I would be so I had to move some stuff around and reposition my noose. I had yet another problem where my nose would not tighten properly and I had to move my head for it to tighten and then after all of that
the tape broke and I fell on the floor, I'm typing this from my closet right now with the noose still around my neck, I feel so defeated, I feel so trapped and I feel so helpless

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand feeling trapped, it's just so cruel to me how it's so difficult to be permanently free from this existence, I wish there's the option to just simply die in peace and never suffer ever again. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[MyTimeIsUp]

Duct tape cannot carry the weight of a person. Any tape is a no no.

Your arm won't do anything, that isn't as heavy as your entire body. It needs to be able to take your body weight. Remember, all that weight is going to be on your neck, so you need to ensure nothing will prevent that.