goodoldnoname923
Wanting to find peace
- Mar 28, 2024
- 834
Honestly i'm just scavenging around for anything at this point I've considered so many methods that i don't even know where to begin but with each method i'd even consider doing i have problems with all of them either lack of information on the method and how to do it correctly to the ladder and before you say anything the methods i'm lacking information on there isn't much out there as for others it maybe more a comprehensive thing supplies to do certain methods are inaccessible to me making them not options at all not even taking into account other factors locations which tbf i would need people irl to help with this that know my local area but this would mainly apply to hanging for example
assistance as i lack alot of basic skills so again for example tying a noose correctly isn't something i've ever be capable of doing do even having someone do that for me would make life easier but unfortunately it goes back to finding a location
or just outright finding someone to do the deed for me which I understand the moral implications of that with people
I've explored various options over the last however many months but everything is either inaccessible,i'm incapable or i just find it too risky painful or ineffective to be worth considering
assistance as i lack alot of basic skills so again for example tying a noose correctly isn't something i've ever be capable of doing do even having someone do that for me would make life easier but unfortunately it goes back to finding a location
or just outright finding someone to do the deed for me which I understand the moral implications of that with people
I've explored various options over the last however many months but everything is either inaccessible,i'm incapable or i just find it too risky painful or ineffective to be worth considering