finding my body (full suspension hanging)

[febuary]

Originally my plan was to shoot myself in the mouth, in that case I'd call EMS right before pulling the trigger so they could come and clean up my body before anyone else found it. I don't have access to a gun though so I've decided on full suspension hanging instead, in which case I don't want to call beforehand because I'm concerned they'd get to me too fast and there wouldn't be enough time to guarantee success. i want to prevent a random stranger from finding my body and being traumatized but idk how. I live with roommates, don't want to CTB in the apartment so my plan was to find somewhere outside in the middle of the night to do it.

 

[Hollowman]

You could send a scheduled text/email. I've thought about hanging too. If I do it I'll cover my head/face with something. No need to have that image burned in someones brain.

 

[Vorty30]

You'd have to make compromises either way I am afraid.

 

[Eriktf]

im curious why you chose hanging over gun???

 

[painecrotic]

im curious why you chose hanging over gun???

They said so: guns can be hard to get and they don't have a gun. Hanging is a much more accessible method. Also if you aren't careful, gunshots do not work 100% painfree or fast if you are unlucky.

 

[Eriktf]

They said so: guns can be hard to get and they don't have a gun. Hanging is a much more accessible method. Also if you aren't careful, gunshots do not work 100% painfree or fast if you are unlucky.

i miss read though OP had a gun

 

[febuary]

i miss read though OP had a gun

cant get a gun unfortunately since I was put on an involuntary mental health hold in the past 5 years, otherwise that would be my preferred method