Finding a place to ctb with SN

[searchingpeace]

Hi Lovely People,
First off I'm glad to be here along with well minded, good hearted people. I've read your stories and felt your heart ache.

My sn coming soon and I want prepare my plan. I cannot do it in the comfort of my own bed because I live with my dad. He is trying to block any thoughts of ctb and closely monitors me.
He is the best dad in the world, but he does not understand how my physical health is unending stomach pain and nausea. Since the doctors can't help me, I'll take things into my own hands.

So, my first idea was to rent a hotel for a few days. I never stayed in one...since I don't know: do the hotel cleaners come inside? No one is going to bother you?

And this is my only idea lol. I live in metropolitan area there is little place to hide. Every place has cameras/ surveillance. It makes things difficult.

I can answer any questions you might have. Thanks very much


I love you dad.

 

[depresso_expresso03]

I imagine a hotel would be fine, assuming you put a "Do Not Disturb" sign on the door. Any hotel I've been in has never had cleaners/hotel staff come into the room while that was on the door.

 

[searchingpeace]

I imagine a hotel would be fine, assuming you put a "Do Not Disturb" sign on the door. Any hotel I've been in has never had cleaners/hotel staff come into the room while that was on the door.

OK thanks. I'll hang that on my door.
I'll need a couple of days to over come my SI and prepare paperwork

 

[Fktw0rld]

I'm thinking the same. Hotel, do not disturb sign, sn, endure the roller coaster of side effects for as long as they last, lay down and fade off into nothingness.

 

[Slark]

I'm new to the site, and I was also thinking of using SN, I hope the side effects are bearable

 

[depressedlover]

I'm planning to rent an airbnb then do it at night from 10pm I'm sure i'll not be found ,i will strictly inform them to clean it on the next day ,or put DND on the door.I'm sure that will be more than enough.

 

[slanabhaile]

Yeah I'm planning of using a hotel too. Cleaners/staff will eventually come up to your room to see what's going on if you haven't checked out so I'm going to leave a note on the ground by the door telling them what I did so they don't have to actually see me. I really don't want to upset them, it's not their fault, they shouldn't have to see that.

 

[Vizzy]

Yeah I'm planning of using a hotel too. Cleaners/staff will eventually come up to your room to see what's going on if you haven't checked out so I'm going to leave a note on the ground by the door telling them what I did so they don't have to actually see me. I really don't want to upset them, it's not their fault, they shouldn't have to see that.

That's risky, what if some customer pass by and saw the note

 

[ringo99]

My SN is on its way too. Gonna do it at home. Which meds should one take to mitgate the side effects? I'm pretty clueless about it and exact step by step info about it seems all over the place

 

[FireWalkWithMe]

It doesn't really matter where you pick. The prerequisite is that you don't get found while undertaking the method. Could be a hotel, a secluded forest, a car somewhere remote. Obviously with the latter two people are free to walk into your space so the more caution is necessary in terms of the right place and right time.

 

[Thisisme373]

That's risky, what if some customer pass by and saw the note

I think he meant a note by the door inside the room

 

[Vizzy]

Try a cheap motel

 

[slanabhaile]

That's risky, what if some customer pass by and saw the note

It will be on my side of the door. The cleaner/staff would see it when they attempt to come into the room