Finally got Xanax again

[withdrawalishell]

I recently met up with my girlfriend and finally got Xanax and other benzodiaz from her! That feeling of finally having a clear head... I really missed it.

Somehow I was also proud that I had "held out" for more than a week. It was really hell but now I finally have peace of mind. Still suicidal, but it just feels great.

 

[Rubypie41]

Glad you managed to get hold of some Xanax, but you really need to taper off this poison at some point. Benzos are not for long term use and will turn on you at some point. The longer you're on it the worse the withdrawals and the harder it will be to come off. Xanax over the long term will deplete GABA receptors, damage your brain and central nervous system. Wishing you all the best and hope you can get off it with a proper tapering regime.