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creationisdeath

Specialist
Oct 20, 2018
359
Thanks, do you have any advise about antiemetics? I thought it was only matter of taking 30mg 1 hour before N, now I'm not sure haha.
Sorry but I don't know anything that my conscience would let me say.

If I could get the money to buy N I would probably get a surplus of antiemetics and try it beforehand with random gross stuff. I don't trust A and I don't trust Exist so I have no real idea. But antiemetics are ordinary medicine so that might give some pointers on usage.
 
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angie

angie

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480
I fully agree. That effect is not to be underestimated. When I first found out about N/A a few years ago I was thrilled to know that a peaceful slumber is within arms reach. It makes a big difference just to know you can. Then things stopped being so easy though, prices went up, reliability, reports of how it tastes so bad it could be a challenge to get the antiemetics regiment right etc.

After reading that book someone posted I'm trying to get this "mood" back with the hypothermia method which seems affordable and peaceful.

I'm glad you got your N! Please make sure you know all about the antiemetics and maybe test a little bit before since you have more than required.


What is the hypothermia method have not heard of it
.
 
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creationisdeath

Specialist
Oct 20, 2018
359
What is the hypothermia method have not heard of it
.
Just a fancy word for freezing.

My current idea is:
- Find a place with permanently sub zero temperatures that I can afford to go to whenever I want to die.
- Get a ton of the strongest sedatives I can find (which is kinda hard but I guess that is still a lot easier to come by than N)
- Have a nice dinner, do whatever last rites
- Get a blanket to lie on or something (Premium Death of course)
- Maybe get drunk, but I don't like alcohol, so maybe just pop the pills
- Get to sleep

The cold will do the rest. You just need to make sure you sleep long enough, that it's definitely sub zero, and that it is remote enough so you won't be found.

At least that's my understanding. Tons of party assholes die each winter because they pass out puking all over. I wouldn't want to be conscious during the first stage of freezing so that's probably the biggest risk here. Once you're "over the threshold" you're not really there mentally anyway. But the beginning is painful if conscious.
 
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J.E. Morrow

J.E. Morrow

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Jan 8, 2019
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Just a fancy word for freezing.

My current idea is:
- Find a place with permanently sub zero temperatures that I can afford to go to whenever I want to die.
- Get a ton of the strongest sedatives I can find (which is kinda hard but I guess that is still a lot easier to come by than N)
- Have a nice dinner, do whatever last rites
- Get a blanket to lie on or something (Premium Death of course)
- Maybe get drunk, but I don't like alcohol, so maybe just pop the pills
- Get to sleep

The cold will do the rest. You just need to make sure you sleep long enough, that it's definitely sub zero, and that it is remote enough so you won't be found.

At least that's my understanding. Tons of party assholes die each winter because they pass out puking all over. I wouldn't want to be conscious during the first stage of freezing so that's probably the biggest risk here. Once you're "over the threshold" you're not really there mentally anyway. But the beginning is painful if conscious.

I had not heard of this method before. It doesn't sound too bad if you are used to low temperatures.
 
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angie

angie

need to exit
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Just a fancy word for freezing.

My current idea is:
- Find a place with permanently sub zero temperatures that I can afford to go to whenever I want to die.
- Get a ton of the strongest sedatives I can find (which is kinda hard but I guess that is still a lot easier to come by than N)
- Have a nice dinner, do whatever last rites
- Get a blanket to lie on or something (Premium Death of course)
- Maybe get drunk, but I don't like alcohol, so maybe just pop the pills
- Get to sleep

The cold will do the rest. You just need to make sure you sleep long enough, that it's definitely sub zero, and that it is remote enough so you won't be found.

At least that's my understanding. Tons of party assholes die each winter because they pass out puking all over. I wouldn't want to be conscious during the first stage of freezing so that's probably the biggest risk here. Once you're "over the threshold" you're not really there mentally anyway. But the beginning is painful if conscious.



I do
 
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angie

angie

need to exit
May 25, 2018
480
I dont like the cold couldnt do that .but gl to you with it if you dont mind the cold .
 
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Shady33

Shady33

Student
May 25, 2018
117
Thanks, I already did some research on this method.

I think I will try my best, give life another chance, as you said.


I'm so glad to know someone who knows that movie, it's my favorite. An IN-VALID: that's the way I feel.

Gattaca is one of my favorite films, I saw it recently.

"For someone who had never been made for this world, I must admit that I suddenly have a hard time leaving it.It is said that every atom of our body was once part of a star ... maybe I'm not leaving, maybe I'm going home. "

Vincent Anton Freeman
Gattaca
(1997)
 
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J.E. Morrow

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71
Gattaca is one of my favorite films, I saw it recently.

"For someone who had never been made for this world, I must admit that I suddenly have a hard time leaving it.It is said that every atom of our body was once part of a star ... maybe I'm not leaving, maybe I'm going home. "

Vincent Anton Freeman
Gattaca
(1997)

OMG, it's so uncommon to find someone who has watched Gattaca.

I love that final quote.
 
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StreamingMySuicide

StreamingMySuicide

Loving life!! /s
Nov 21, 2018
111
Thanks, I know I have to use it this year but I don't know exactly when. I was thinking ctb the night before my birthday.
Are you at all afraid of losing it/not being able to use it because you didn't use it sooner?


edit: I'm totally afraid if I sat on it and waited.. that something would happen and it'd be gone.. and then I'd be more miserable.
 
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J.E. Morrow

Member
Jan 8, 2019
71
Are you at all afraid of losing it/not being able to use it because you didn't use it sooner?


edit: I'm totally afraid if I sat on it and waited.. that something would happen and it'd be gone.. and then I'd be more miserable.

Partly, I'm aware it has expiration date (about a year).
 
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StreamingMySuicide

Loving life!! /s
Nov 21, 2018
111
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RIP2ME

RIP2ME

Member
Sep 10, 2018
13
I'm presuming you got it from A?

Getting access to a method of choice does not mean one has to use it instantly, N takes as much courage as any other method and l expect for some people the knowledge that they have immediate access to such a method provides a release valve which can ease a lot of pressure.
What is N?
 
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Ldog9

Ldog9

Student
Jan 12, 2019
144
Thank you
Where can I buy it

go here and read the Peaceful Pill Handbook, there's a chapter on this.

it's expensive and there are risks with shipping, customs, etc.
 
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Shady33

Shady33

Student
May 25, 2018
117
OMG, it's so uncommon to find someone who has watched Gattaca.

I love that final quote.

Gattaca is a masterpiece! I have a genetic disease so this film transcended me. What a slap!

For the quote, I'll post it on Facebook just before leaving
 
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angie

angie

need to exit
May 25, 2018
480
Hey bro, Dumb idiot who's been sitting on his N for over a year now checking in.
Don't feel any pressure to use it right away.
all the best !
Have you had your N for a year ?? how long does it keep for ?? why have you not taken it so far ??
 
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J.E. Morrow

J.E. Morrow

Member
Jan 8, 2019
71
Have you had your N for a year ?? how long does it keep for ?? why have you not taken it so far ??

Btw, for how long have you had your N?
 
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TheCrow

TheCrow

Invisible Spirit
Sep 26, 2018
802
Oh, no no no. PLEASE start putting advanced scar treatment on that now. If you don't ctb, and you live a long, decent life, that scar is going to be your albatross. PLEASE. I was a cutter in my teens and I'm pushing 40 now, and I regret my scars, even though I am still depressed. You will not want that scar as an adult. Please. Please. Please. I'm not trying to sound like a parent, but please take it from a former cutter. I say this with love.
 
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GeorgeEastman

Arcanist
Sep 3, 2018
470
I envy cutters really. And I always envied bulimics. Both engage in activities that I'm too big of a wuss to even think about doing myself.
 
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Mud.

Mud.

Arcanist
Oct 27, 2018
403
Partly, I'm aware it has expiration date (about a year).
I don't know how you came by this information but it's not true.
N. loses its potency very slowly. It's well known for it.
If you store it away in a cool, dark place, two bottles of N. will stay lethal for 4-5 years.
 
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TheCrow

TheCrow

Invisible Spirit
Sep 26, 2018
802
I envy cutters really. And I always envied bulimics. Both engage in activities that I'm too big of a wuss to even think about doing myself.
I'm not bulimic, but I did finally get myself to throw up recently. It's really useful for when you're nauseous, but not puking. It's like, ok. Let's move this along here.
 
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angie

angie

need to exit
May 25, 2018
480
I don't know how you came by this information but it's not true.
N. loses its potency very slowly. It's well known for it.
If you store it away in a cool, dark place, two bottles of N. will stay lethal for 4-5 years.
I thought it lasted a good while too . thats why i was asking .has a use by date on the boxes and bottles im sure .
 
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J.E. Morrow

J.E. Morrow

Member
Jan 8, 2019
71
I don't know how you came by this information but it's not true.
N. loses its potency very slowly. It's well known for it.
If you store it away in a cool, dark place, two bottles of N. will stay lethal for 4-5 years.

Mine has an expiration date on April 2020 as said in the boxes, that's why. Of course if you keep it in a "cool dark place" it could extend the shelf life, as you say.

Edit: Here you can find more info - https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/shelf-life-of-n.10802/
 
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bigj75

bigj75

“From Knowledge springs power."
Sep 1, 2018
2,540
I need N
 
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bigj75

bigj75

“From Knowledge springs power."
Sep 1, 2018
2,540
250 ml is enough to kill you?

I'm larger than the average man.
 
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