Finally got my first check.

[bambibambam]

i just deposited my first ever check, like my own hard earned money. it's all so crazy to me, being a hikkikomori/NEET my entire life and finally getting a job at 20,, i didn't really have any high hopes but here i am today, i feel like a capable adult for once. i am going to order my SN soon, i plan to ctb before fall begins but who knows…if everything goes smoothly then the earliest i can ctb is in june. i've made the decision that i don't want to live past 21, and i've come to terms with everything already but i still have to mentally prepare myself. my birthday is all the way in fall so i have some time :) right now i'm just slowly gathering the things i need + spending as much time with my family. i feel so euphoric, knowing i'll have a way out soon. i never thought i'd get a job since my highest education is 9th grade. it feels unreal, almost like it was meant to be.

 

[EternalDreams]

I can relate too. There's a weight in my chest that lifted when I ordered SN for the first time. It hasn't arrived yet, but the thought of having a way out is comforting, to say the least.

Best of luck, hope everything goes smoothly.

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

Oh, I thought you were going to talk about a welfare check by the police. Congrats. I hope these actual money checks keep coming.

 

[ABSOLUTION]

Well done! I can imagine how good it feels to be in a better position like you're in, to now be able to afford the things you need to CTB or otherwise.
I hope I can also leave NEETdom someday so I can afford what I need to CTB.

Best wishes with everything

 

[grahf]

Congrats, I hope I can find job too like you
Whatever your choice I hope you find peace

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you'd feel so relieved at the thought of being free from this existence, I wish you the best of luck in your plans.

 

[surroundedbydemons]

Remember reading your threads back when you were looking for a job, getting a job, etc.

Congrats!

I hope the best for you!

 

[iloverachel]

Congratulations on getting a job!! Great stuff