nolongerhuman

nolongerhuman

Arcanist
Feb 9, 2021
497
Most recent times I tried to bring myself to do it I was in my pajamas and ate steak. I have fantasies of finding a unvisited, off the path spot along a neraby river and drifting off to the breeze and the sounds of chirping birds and all that sentimental garbage, but that's so time of year and weather dependent that I don't expect the stars to align when I finally get the nerve to go. I'll probably actually be in my bed that I made specifically for that purpose.
 
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RoyalSapphire

RoyalSapphire

Member
Aug 11, 2020
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weed, homemade pasta and some sweet wine, wearing something comfy, oversized
oh what a dream
 
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Wrennie

Wrennie

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Dec 18, 2019
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(This is rather silly of me but when I saw this thread pop up again with Rose's icon I was instantly overcome with an unrealistic hope that she'd somehow returned to us. :mmm:)

As for an outfit, I wouldn't want to wear anything excessive since I'm sure that my potential method (SN) would make clothing uncomfortable due to the excessive sweating/nausea that would occur. I might even just wear pajamas... I'd prioritize comfort above all else. That said, I would still be insecure about the appearance of my corpse and thus am currently taking active measures to lose weight for that very reason.
 
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Nov 11, 2020
886
I'd wear whatever I was wearing. Cba spending energy on tryna look nice or whatever to just ctb.
 
TriggerHappy

TriggerHappy

In the kingdom of th blind; the one-eyed are kings
Jan 24, 2021
1,298
i think i'm gonna rent a tuxedo for my grand exit. although i dont think they'll want it back, lol.
gonna go to a nice fancy restaurant and have a nice big meal, maybe surf & turf, a couple of martinis.
even buy a round at the bar. who gives a fuck, just my credit card. haha lol.
maybe even park in a no parking zone just to get a f'ing parking ticket and rip it up!
... like your style: personally Vivienne Westwood / Gaultier (vintage goth stuff) - awful thing is i'm probably gonna mess all over myself (shit blood vomit & piss are a bitch to dryclean: personal prev experience)
or the dirty grunge barefoot thing (favourite calvins / the jeans my boyf wore when he ctb'd and a plain t).
won't eat (narcotics only) if i do a hotel room i will do drugs* (gun too messy.. have had to do cleanup) but if i do the park would dig to tie myself to a tall tree branch and leap into the next life.
* can't seem to get O.D right on my drug of choice so this method is tricky for me!?
advice on methodology is why i'm here?
would love to do the goddess- asp venom thing: but don't trust it?
hopes n dreams
 
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LittleJem

Visionary
Jul 3, 2019
2,511
Today I have just wanted to crawl into a bin. But I know in itself that is not a method! It's just I was walking home and all I wanted was just to die somewhere. How to make it happen.
 
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GenesAndEnvironment

Autistic loser
Jan 26, 2021
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LittleJem

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Jul 3, 2019
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Interesting question!
The times I tried to ctb I was wearing a shirt and necktie and had some pizza before ctb.

I would like to do that again if I ever ctb!

I love your style! Shirt and necktie :) Very stylish.
 
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sadbadpsychogirl

sadbadpsychogirl

sonofabitch
May 29, 2020
725
i want to watch the sun rise, play with my dogs, eat something that i enjoy (only a small amount due to my method) i will wear comfy warm clothes since they will strip me after i'm dead anyway maybe some makeup, listen to music, drink my beverage and lie down and wait to die.
 
Makko

Makko

Iä!
Jan 17, 2021
2,430
I doubt I'll do anything special. My mind will be preoccupied with other things, as it usually is. The death will be a trivial factoid in comparison.
 
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Tkmiz_Tsukumizu

Specialist
Feb 3, 2021
320
Probably end my life in kagoshima in my addidas track suit during the summer.
 
Ihavenofriends

Ihavenofriends

Member
Feb 26, 2021
31
I'm going to wear what I usually wear... but I'll eat pizza and some really sugary cereal.
 
lofticries

lofticries

obedear
Feb 27, 2021
1,470
Visit a pet store and pet some kittens. Go to a restaurant and eat some nice expensive sushi . And then after home to a slice of cheese cake from the cheese cake factory. I wouldn't eat too much though. Don't wanna be stuffed while I CTB. Watch a few episodes of sailor moon since it was my fav show during childhood before things went to shit. Also Mulan and Pocahontas, can't forget my fave disney movies. Get a bit tipsy off some hard mikes lemonade(i never drink so i'm a huge light weight). Then slip into some sweat pants and a big comfy hoodie. No socks or shoes. Don't want to feel too constrained. Finally play some clams casino music in the background to end the day off as well as me.
 

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