Venting Final day setlist

[ImNotReal]

Whenever I choose my final day. It'll be late into the night or early the next morning whenever I do it. That gives me about 18 hours to celebrate myself

I am very autistic about the things I like. Because of how like depressed I am. Sometimes all I talk about are the things I like. Alot of people find it annoying and I've lost friends over just being annoying and I hate it but my final day I am gonna celebrate it!!! Just totally binge!!!

I'll make a playlist of music. Allllll my favorites, just on loop. Probably a lot of neutral milk hotel, phil elverums stuff. Ween probably. Alot of louder breakcore y'know the stuff I like.

I really want to play through yume Nikki. Just front to back. Collect every effect and through madotsuki off the balcony. I know where they all are. I just haven't done a full playthrough in foreverrrr. I'll plug in my PS2 and play some shadow of the colossus. Reply my favorite colossi (Avion and the flying worm guy I forgot his name). I'll do a run of Isaac, risk of rain 1 AND 2.

I want to celebrate my trans pride. I don't know how. I already plan on leaving on my note to put eve on my gravestone or I will never forgive them and haunt their bloodline for 9 gajillion years. I just want to be loudly trans. Maybe I'll talk to my queer friends about some shit.

I can catch up on one piece. I've read it all but I haven't caught up to elbaf yet. That should be fun.
I'll log into RuneScape and say bye to my clan. Not in a "I'm killing myself way" I'll probably just say I'm quitting the game. Give away all my stuff to my clan mates or smth. Do some drop parties. I could even do a slayer task for old times sake lmaooo

I could watch the ladder half of serial experiments Lain. Like when it gets fucky. I used to sh while watching that show all the time. It's one of my greatest comforts.


I really really really really like Vinny Vinesauce. The twitch streamer. I've been watching him for a decade. I'll watch some of my favorite highlight videos.

Ill play some katamari for Viv. If probably be running out of time by that point. Bluhh the only thing I have are my hyperfixations

 

[2muchpain2]

you day sounds like a good one! I hope you find peace soon and you deserve to be proud of your identity.

 

[Satori Komeiji]

Vinny my beloved <3 I am also extremely autistic so I'd love to do something like this but I'd worry that I'd end up wanting to live if I did that because my interests/fixations are one of the few things keeping me alive currently