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cantthinkofusername

cantthinkofusername

wannabe girl
Feb 25, 2024
167
im heading out on thursday with potassium nitrite
for once in my life i have the freedom to do anything but i dont feel any point
its all going to end soon anyway
but it feels like a waste to spend my last couple days lying in bed doing nothing
so what should i do?
write a note?
say goodbyes?
bake a cake?
im tired and i want to rest
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
3,518
however you decide
wish you the best ❤️
 
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cantthinkofusername

cantthinkofusername

wannabe girl
Feb 25, 2024
167
however you decide
wish you the best ❤️
Sweet Kisses Bunnies GIF
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,508
I understand feeling so tired of it all, I hope you find the relief you search for.
 
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iLikeFrogs

iLikeFrogs

Most likely dissociating
May 5, 2023
172
Maybe watch a movie? I always found watching movies relaxing and your last days def should be relaxing. I wish you the best, hope your ride will be smooth.
 
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Subhumano

Subhumano

I dont have friends
Apr 20, 2025
178
I would just lay in bed and do nothing
 
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catfriend

catfriend

meow!
Apr 3, 2025
204
heya! i'm sorry you've reached this point.

it's really up to you, what you do on your final day. my checklist consists of a bunch of admin stuff -- cancelling payments and cards, deleting various accounts. and, of course, writing the note.

honestly, baking a cake sounds like a lovely idea. no matter what you decide, i hope you find peace, friend. :)
 
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cantthinkofusername

cantthinkofusername

wannabe girl
Feb 25, 2024
167
heya! i'm sorry you've reached this point.

it's really up to you, what you do on your final day. my checklist consists of a bunch of admin stuff -- cancelling payments and cards, deleting various accounts. and, of course, writing the note.

honestly, baking a cake sounds like a lovely idea. no matter what you decide, i hope you find peace, friend. :)
thamk you for your kindness <3
 
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jb.fletcher

jb.fletcher

The one that's all sixes and sevens?
May 21, 2025
35
Prayers to you, whatever your decision I hope you find the peace you're looking for. If you decide to stay, I can always be a friend.
I think I would go to shelter or humane society and spend time with the cats and dogs if I had the choice. I would find it comforting.
 
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Alexandra_

Alexandra_

Don't Fear the Reaper
Sep 30, 2023
811
I wish you good luck
 
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TheDevilsAngel

TheDevilsAngel

LetMeFree (I'll never be free)
Apr 22, 2019
852
Best of luck I'll be thinking of you Thursday 🫂🫂

Ps I'm sorry you have to do this 😔
 
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gothbird

gothbird

𝙿𝚘𝚎𝚝 𝙶𝚒𝚛𝚕
Mar 16, 2025
507
I'd listen to my favorite music. Watch the one movie that always hit right. Shower, clean clothes, brush my hair, pick out cosy clothes. Personally, I need to seal my letter envelopes, put my ID and USBs in my waterproof bag. I'd eat something warm if I could (at least in the days before per protocol).

Last days aren't for fixing. Just leave it how you want it found. Be well.
 
usernamesarehard

usernamesarehard

Life sucks and then you die
Dec 22, 2021
308
I'm planning on eating a really good meal, reading a good book, maybe watch ice age (it's my favorite movie), make sure I wire all money in my bank account to my mom.
 

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