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neverever
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- Dec 10, 2020
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I have posted on other threads that I have been ready to go on previous days. Yet I'm still here. And I currently think that my date is December 27.
I am terrified as the date approaches. I hope that I can make mental peace before then.
If I am to go on December 27, then this will be my last Christmas. That thought comforts me more than it saddens me. There are potential good things in the future that I could miss by leaving this year, but there are mostly pain, suffering, and confusing cycles of light and dark, so I am relieved to be going.
If this is to be your last Christmas too, how do you feel?
I am terrified as the date approaches. I hope that I can make mental peace before then.
If I am to go on December 27, then this will be my last Christmas. That thought comforts me more than it saddens me. There are potential good things in the future that I could miss by leaving this year, but there are mostly pain, suffering, and confusing cycles of light and dark, so I am relieved to be going.
If this is to be your last Christmas too, how do you feel?