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3daysleftonmylife

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Apr 9, 2026
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I want to kill myself, really, but im in a really complicated situation. I found a website where i can buy SN but i have no money yet. My plan (and i hope this works, make an excuse to my dad, that i want to go to the movies with friends, so he can give me like some money.) Then i'll use that said money to buy SN.

Now, my overall plan to CTB is:
SN with paracetamol, some antacid if i find one, and since i have no antimetics, i will just fast.

Any advice guys? Anything will help. :)
 
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