Contraband
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- May 26, 2024
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To start, this is my first post here. Been lurking for years but only recently decided to actually make an account.
At the end of this I want to propose a method that I believe has massive potential and I'm shocked I haven't seen here yet. If that's what you're interested in, skip ahead and please respond with your own thoughts and criticisms.
For the record, I'm not advising anybody to make any decisions on their life, I am merely just providing my personal experiences and ideas. What you do with this information is your own responsibility.
I have been using drugs and alcohol to treat my suicidal feelings for about 18 years now, and been using opioids for the better part of 12 years during that time. I began using fentanyl 7 years ago for the same reason you are all interested and while I've had many ODs, injuries and medical issues, I'm obviously still here.
There seems to be some confusion on the topic of fentanyl ODs and now that I've made an account, I'd love to clear some things up.
In my experience, fentanyl OD is painless and you will simply black out. HOWEVER, many ODs don't result in death. And if paramedics make it to you, chances are you will be saved by narcan.
Secondly, many people here are talking about IV fentanyl but often admit that they don't even use more "normal" recreational drugs. You may know this, but even if you are comfortable attempting to use a needle on yourself, the logistics of this are not simple at all in my opinion.
Most of the people I know who accidentally OD'd were smoking off of tin foil, one of these was my neighbour who used fent for +5 years with no problems, then switched to foil, overdosed twice and both times had to be narcanned AND resuscitated.
You also have to access the risk that by attempting this as a method, you are dealing with the chance that you end up loving fentanyl and become a serious addict. Do you hate your life now? Go use fent daily for a few years and your problems will be exponentially worse. This could be anything as simple as financial and housing problems, family judgement and troubles when they figure it out, and they will. Up to medical problems as serious as losing limbs and HIV or hepatitis.
Method
Alright so just for some background of where I thought of this, remember Heavens Gate? If I remember correctly, they killed an enormous amount of people in 3 days using something like vodka and barbiturates, then climbing into bed with plastic bags over their heads. As far as I know, everybody succeeded.
We don't need exactly what they had, just the extreme sedative effects and the asphyxiation? Suffocation? From the bags.
So hear me out. Fentanyl of course, personally I would be smoking it. Plus alcohol and grapefruit juice (these enhance the effects of opioids), and whatever else floats your boat to get comfy, maybe a fairly regular dose of benzos to keep you calm if strong opioids aren't effective enough for our. Then slide into bed for the longest nap in the world.
If you read this, thanks for your time.
Be safe.
At the end of this I want to propose a method that I believe has massive potential and I'm shocked I haven't seen here yet. If that's what you're interested in, skip ahead and please respond with your own thoughts and criticisms.
For the record, I'm not advising anybody to make any decisions on their life, I am merely just providing my personal experiences and ideas. What you do with this information is your own responsibility.
I have been using drugs and alcohol to treat my suicidal feelings for about 18 years now, and been using opioids for the better part of 12 years during that time. I began using fentanyl 7 years ago for the same reason you are all interested and while I've had many ODs, injuries and medical issues, I'm obviously still here.
There seems to be some confusion on the topic of fentanyl ODs and now that I've made an account, I'd love to clear some things up.
In my experience, fentanyl OD is painless and you will simply black out. HOWEVER, many ODs don't result in death. And if paramedics make it to you, chances are you will be saved by narcan.
Secondly, many people here are talking about IV fentanyl but often admit that they don't even use more "normal" recreational drugs. You may know this, but even if you are comfortable attempting to use a needle on yourself, the logistics of this are not simple at all in my opinion.
Most of the people I know who accidentally OD'd were smoking off of tin foil, one of these was my neighbour who used fent for +5 years with no problems, then switched to foil, overdosed twice and both times had to be narcanned AND resuscitated.
You also have to access the risk that by attempting this as a method, you are dealing with the chance that you end up loving fentanyl and become a serious addict. Do you hate your life now? Go use fent daily for a few years and your problems will be exponentially worse. This could be anything as simple as financial and housing problems, family judgement and troubles when they figure it out, and they will. Up to medical problems as serious as losing limbs and HIV or hepatitis.
Method
Alright so just for some background of where I thought of this, remember Heavens Gate? If I remember correctly, they killed an enormous amount of people in 3 days using something like vodka and barbiturates, then climbing into bed with plastic bags over their heads. As far as I know, everybody succeeded.
We don't need exactly what they had, just the extreme sedative effects and the asphyxiation? Suffocation? From the bags.
So hear me out. Fentanyl of course, personally I would be smoking it. Plus alcohol and grapefruit juice (these enhance the effects of opioids), and whatever else floats your boat to get comfy, maybe a fairly regular dose of benzos to keep you calm if strong opioids aren't effective enough for our. Then slide into bed for the longest nap in the world.
If you read this, thanks for your time.
Be safe.
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