Lost Magic
Illuminated
- May 5, 2020
- 3,201
Was looking around the house and everything felt so strange. I have been crying most of the day thinking about how my tangible self and my possessions will no longer matter. That must be the attached human side of me thinking. Dug out all the pills and SN I'll be taking at the end of the year. I'll be free soon folks! This shit is getting real and I can't turn back. Still over a few months to go but there is nothing left for me. I just need to spend the rest of the time I have getting my affairs in order and preparing for the end. Free me from this prison called life!
