Today I had a very final realization it is not getting better. Total doom. How could it be, if one has no influence on external factors. Maybe I will go today. This really feels like the end. As if one runs against a black wall.
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Laivirt
No one is going to save you.
- Feb 5, 2023
- 31
It's a very bitter epiphany to have, isn't it? But there is some solace to be found in the fact that none of this is your fault, even if it is only a small amount.
Lost in a Dream
He/him - Metal head
- Feb 22, 2020
- 1,820
It isn't going to get better for me either, so I know what you mean. Unless being dead is better, then hopefully we'll both be wrong.
Laivirt
No one is going to save you.
- Feb 5, 2023
- 31
Ah well, it's out of your control now. No point in worrying about it.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 43,382
I certainly just believe that life only gets worse as time goes on and we just suffer more and more, it's simply the reality of this existence and of course I understand that it really can be so awful and tiring feeling trapped here.
Best wishes.
Best wishes.
