Feeling suicidal again after a few days since I gave up on the idea

[missmiseery]

I had set a date and everything but I gave up on the idea and decided to put it in standby as it was getting closer to the date. I want to do things right but I went out and snorted more than usual and now I have this moral hangover and I just feel so lonely I don't know how to talk about my feelings with anyone, I don't trust even my closest friends and now I just wish I wasn't alone, just wish somebody would give me a hug.

 

[timf]

Self-isolation can really amplify depression. It can be a big risk to open up to friends and family. Sometimes a total stranger such as with a crisis hotline can be a place to make a less risky connection.