Venting feeling stuck

[naomewki]

hi everyone, i just need somewhere to vent- im going to keep it short because i don't really think anyone is going to read, but i feel stuck, in a position where noone cares about me but tries to prevent me taking my life by make things difficult, does anyone else feel this way? like no one's there until you try to free yourself and then they appear to stop you and shame you, then leave?

i just want to draw again, if i could have art back i think everything would be okay, but with everyday i realize it's all gone and i can never be an artist again... ive been trying to cope with things by listening to music but it just hurts,, and the music makes me want to draw-



so i did this time, it's not good but it made me feel slightly better and calm in the moment, i just wish i could go back to being an artist again, that's all i really want- i don't believe in an afterlife but i think death is the closest i can get to my art again or atleast away from this pain without it

anyways this doodle is inspired by a song and mv i like (called "Where The Sea Sleeps") ive been listening to it constantly for comfort- i don't think ill try to draw again after this, but im glad i did so i can remember what it used to feel like to draw again even if it's nothing in comparison to what I've done before, ill link the mv in case anyone wants to see it, thanks for letting me vent somewhere

Where The Sea Sleeps - Day6

 

[onedayata_time]

I'm sorry I don't have something more productive to say except you're so talented. I love this song and group and haven't listened to it in so long because I've just been in a black hole where I don't even want to listen to music. But the art you made reminded of a gentler time and I'm listening to the song now. I'm sorry I can't offer tangible support or advice but your art made me feel lighter than I have in ages. Thank you

 

[vanillamilkshakes]

I can relate; personally I feel alone pretty much all of the time. It would be nice if somebody could just "save" me (a lot of people feel the same), but that realistically isn't going to happen.

I also love your art; the style is amazing. And thanks for the song recommendation, great taste :)