Venting Feeling Numb

[angelhopes]

I haven't had a break down for 2-3 days now and I just feel so numb. I would put a face and show everyone im doing better but I just feel empty. There has been hours where I don't think about them but late at night is where I started thinking about everything again that I couldnt sleep until 2-4am :(
I know I couldnt go back to the past and I already accepted it but it somehow still hurt. People told me I should be over this by now and move on but I genuinely can't :(

 

[JeyJeyOfJeypore]

What do you like to do in your free time

 

[angelhopes]

What do you like to do in your free time

I try go out, walk and do my online school at the moment but no matter how hard i try to do something that distracts me I couldnt help but still think about it.

 

[JeyJeyOfJeypore]

I try go out, walk and do my online school at the moment but no matter how hard i try to do something that distracts me I couldnt help but still think about it.

I didnt know you find the online school to be fun