Sorry for the lose of your kitten we have a kitten to he means so much to me. I take an SSRI and an atypical antipsychotic and they helped for a bit but they aren't doing much anymore. I don't think they are for long term help. I just feel I am paying for psychology and psychiatry for no reason now.
Did you do anything fun today? I didn't just laid in bed.
Keep fighting and trying, just like me. We still have a lot to live for, I really feel bad for my cat. Today I just drank and smoked cigarettes with a " friend " nothing more fun than that. Tell your psychiatrist that nothing is helping anymore, and that you need medication like cannabis, cannabidiol, ketamine, I don't know which country you're talking about, depending on it is easier for you than here in Brazil.
Marijuana is legal where I live my issue is it seems to make me panic every time I try it. My heart races and I feel like I'm having a heart attack. I haven't tried ketamine nit even sure how I can do that legally.
I get it, I also have panic and anxiety and marijuana sometimes gives me that, but try CBD. And ketamine you can see if it's legal, you can talk to your psychiatrist.
I have my next appointment soon ill ask about it. I have some CDB that i use from time to time. It doesn't help me much though. I just feel lost and alone :(
