Venting feeling lost

[selfaware?]

hey, so im back here in these forums...
i started feeling kind of lost even though im doing more social stuff and therapy

i think its due to me being kind of depressed a couple months ago + university and all the adult stuff, insecurities, comparing, etc.
ngl its like i KNOW what i want to do, I AM DOING IT, but i still feel numb, does anyone here experience the same?

 

[campo d'erba]

I also feel really numb sometimes. It comes and goes. I think the word for it is anhedonia. at least for me
like you feel like nothing makes you happy, and things don't hurt as much

i get it