Feeling like I can't go through with it.

[MyLifeisHell]

Eventually the pain of living will outweigh fear.

 

[Eucalyptus72]

Eventually the pain of living will outweigh fear.

Hi, I have read your posts and you seem wise and thoughtful. Let me know please if I could message you.

 

[SNO]

I feel like this all the time. It sucks.

 

[MyLifeisHell]

I feel like this all the time. It sucks.

Well, as it turns out the OP did end up succeeding.

Hi, I have read your posts and you seem wise and thoughtful. Let me know please if I could message you.

Sure.

 

[Eucalyptus72]

Well, as it turns out the OP did end up succeeding.


Sure.

Hi. But your profile is closed to that. Not a huge deal. Just reaching out today, flailing u could say.

 

[MyLifeisHell]

Hi. But your profile is closed to that. Not a huge deal. Just reaching out today, flailing u could say.

You can't send a private message or a start a chat?

 

[jessisme]

Well, as it turns out the OP did end up succeeding.


Sure.

How do you know?

 

[Cathy Ames]

You can't send a private message or a start a chat?

Sounds like the thing where people click on the user name (and get a "This member limits who may view their full profile" message) instead of hovering so they can do a chat or message?

 

[MyLifeisHell]

How do you know?

Someone who was in contact with her reported so.

 

[Per Ardua Ad Astra]

Sadly missed her departure / no goodbye thread — she was so kind

@Hope:-) Per ardua ad astra

 

[jessisme]

Someone who was in contact with her reported so.

Do we know what method she used to cross over?

 

[MyLifeisHell]

Do we know what method she used to cross over?

SN. Like most cases.

 

[Pinkliquid12]

There's a big gap between totally hopeless and CTB. If there were a bottle of N sitting next to me right now I would certainly consider it. But there's always something easier to do like eat something or take a nap or play some more chess online, watch another video on YouTube. Unless the building is on fire nothing forcing me to jump.

I feel the same. I keep thinking I'll do it eventually when something finally 'sets me off', like some horrible event. But then, is it even a good idea to wait for that to happen? What kind of thing would actually 'set me off' when I feel little attachment to my surroundings anyways?

 

[MyLifeisHell]

I feel the same. I keep thinking I'll do it eventually when something finally 'sets me off', like some horrible event. But then, is it even a good idea to wait for that to happen? What kind of thing would actually 'set me off' when I feel little attachment to my surroundings anyways?

If you wait for a the right feeling it may never come. That's why I'm thinking, at least in my case, that I'll just have to rip the bandaid off.