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VargosMelon

Attempting to Live A Fulfilling Life
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Just the title. That's it.
 
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starlightstarbright

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I hope you find relief from your pain, one way or another, and if you decide to go through with it, that it's quick and painless.
 
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VargosMelon

Attempting to Live A Fulfilling Life
Feb 5, 2023
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Thank you
 
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darksouls

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May 10, 2025
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good luck
hope everything goes well for you
and you find the relief you search for ❤️‍🩹
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I understand as all I want is to not exist, I just want to never suffer again, I hope you find the relief you search for.
 
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VargosMelon

Attempting to Live A Fulfilling Life
Feb 5, 2023
39
I hope you find relief from your pain, one way or another, and if you decide to go through with it, that it's quick and painless.
Thank you, I'm feeling better now... I'm back to being uncertain of CTBing this week to holding onto next year (I could save money for my funeral and other expenses).
I understand as all I want is to not exist, I just want to never suffer again, I hope you find the relief you search for.
I hope so too, thank you. I'm better than when I made this post.
good luck
hope everything goes well for you
and you find the relief you search for ❤️‍🩹
Thanks, I'm better than when I post. Although I'm back to being indecisive about CTBing this week or next year... (I could earn some money to cover funeral expenses... and whatever.)
 
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