YourWayOrMine
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- Apr 17, 2020
- 13
When I first started writing it this morning I didn't really know what to say except sorry and that it's no ones fault, but then I started getting more emotional and I had a lot more to say. I realized that I had a lot more people to say sorry to than I originally thought.
I'm not really sure what to do now. I hate being alive and and I dread almost every moment I'm awake, but there's a lot of people I would be hurting if I decided to ctb. Plus, I'm scared that they will all think I'm selfish for doing it, but I guess that wouldn't matter since I'd be dead.
I'm not really sure what to do now. I hate being alive and and I dread almost every moment I'm awake, but there's a lot of people I would be hurting if I decided to ctb. Plus, I'm scared that they will all think I'm selfish for doing it, but I guess that wouldn't matter since I'd be dead.