Venting Feeling guilty for not being satisfied

[callofthevoid_]

My life lacks any meaning or purpose. I don't feel loved or wanted. But i know there are people who will mourn my death, I'm safe, my basic needs are met, and i know if i seek opportunities i could accomplish great things. I feel guilty for the sadness and bitterness in my heart. I shouldn't be this miserable, I've got a lot to be thankful for. Yet I still am, I'm very miserable

 

[Kalista]

im sorry

 

[ColorlessTrees]

i feel you. i could've written this post myself. i am too exhausted to say more now but i understand this perfectly well. more than ever

 

[darkenmydoorstep]

My life lacks any meaning or purpose. I don't feel loved or wanted. But i know there are people who will mourn my death, I'm safe, my basic needs are met, and i know if i seek opportunities i could accomplish great things. I feel guilty for the sadness and bitterness in my heart. I shouldn't be this miserable, I've got a lot to be thankful for. Yet I still am, I'm very miserable

I relate. I own my own house (well 3/4 through mortgage), am healthy, have enough to eat, can pay bills. I have friends. The people I live with seem to want me living here. I have time to read, write, go to the gym. I live in a nice enough area.
But I just wish I could swap with someone who was dying instead.
I too have no purpose.