Feeling discouraged

[HadenoughHA]

Hi all,

I had two methods in mind, partial and SN if I needed to use them but upon reading partial doesn't seem reliable enough and the SN I've got hadn't got a purity level on the bottle so I'm not sure how effective it would be..

Life is unbearable due to my certain anxieties and I want these as back up if I ever need them.

C monoxide was also another one but again doesn't seem reliable.

Am I overthinking this?

Thanks

 

[ThingWithFeathers]

You aren't overthinking. In matters of life and death, it's appropriate to sort out everything that is bothering you before you take the final step. It's better to think about possibilities of failure of a method rather than causing half damage to the body. You know what you want, how you want and when you want. Don't force yourself to do anything. There are always opportunities and ways to live and always things and methods to kill ourselves. Your last moments should be peaceful, not impulsive or anxious. Take care and keep up with the rational thought process. There is no deadline to be dead.

 

[Guizin239]

Do you think you can show us a picture of the bottle?

 

[HadenoughHA]

Do you think you can show us a picture of the bottle?

I'll try to get a picture, I got it from a chemical company and it has symbols on it like a skull and crossbones and dangerous to aquatic life but no purity info. It also smells quite acidic from the outside of the bottle.

 

[goldenrods]

SN shouldn't cause massive harm even if you fail - you'll just be vomiting for awhile i believe. but take your time!

 

[Moonicide]

My first method was going to be Carbon Monoxide until I realized if I was going to be doing it at home, I could also endanger others. Plus the steps I'd have to take in order to make it happen seemed too time consuming for me. So the next in line for me was SN and it is the method I will be using to ctb... Not that many steps, no dangers of hurting anyone else in the process. And is one of the peaceful ways to go besides N... Could you shed more light about the Sodium Nitrite you have obtained?

Whatever you choose to do in the end... I wish nothing, but love and peace.