Venting feeling angry and trapped

[somewhatdeadly]

I have not asked for much. I don't ask for a million dollars. I don't ask for "help." I dont ask for whatever there is to it. I just want to die. I wanna blow my brains yet i dont have access to any kind of firearm. why suicide has to be a taboo? why cant i just die? why do i have to go through stupid painful shit and cant just die listening to music in my bed? this is hilarious and whats funnier is the fact that im trapped in this life thing. literally cant die.

 

[cookiencream]

I know what you mean, I don't live in the usa so a firearm is nearly impossible to obtain. I can hang myself sure but I know deep down I don't have the guts to do it. There has to be another way to destroy the brain right?

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand, I also just wish to be gone, all I want is to never suffer in this cruel, torturous and dreadful existence ever again, I always suffer so much as a result of being trapped in this existence without the option to just peacefully die and I see so much cruelty in how I cannot just have that, I hope you find the freedom you search for, I wish you the best.

 

[somewhatdeadly]

I really understand, I also just wish to be gone, all I want is to never suffer in this cruel, torturous and dreadful existence ever again, I always suffer so much as a result of being trapped in this existence without the option to just peacefully die and I see so much cruelty in how I cannot just have that, I hope you find the freedom you search for, I wish you the best.

thank you. much appreciated.

 

[somewhatdeadly]

I know what you mean, I don't live in the usa so a firearm is nearly impossible to obtain. I can hang myself sure but I know deep down I don't have the guts to do it. There has to be another way to destroy the brain right?

it still does annoy me a lot the fact that i cant just blow my brains when there is such simple and effective method.