feeling absurdly alone

[painfulwords]

No one in this world could be trusted. my trust has been damaged in such a short period of time that I cut contact with most people I trusted. Plus, my whole life is a mess and I'm feeling like a burden to my parents. I distanced from everyone and no one send messages to me. My "partner" disappeared of social media and I can't be obsessed anymore (I like to be obsessed over someone). Now I'm feeling alone, with no one to talk with and an unexplainable void. Hopefully y'all could understand what I wrote. Idk what to do right now, I'm contemplating SH and to put an end to everything. Maybe this could solve something, since this feeling hasn't gone away for a while.

 

[flightlessbutterfly]

Can't stop you or change your mind, it's your choice and your life. But here's something to think about perhaps. Take a small amount of time to do something, whether that's walking to the park and swinging for an hour or go on a hike. Let your mind process your emotions properly first before truly contemplating anything, people (me included) make decisions during moments of duress that we impulsively take to heart and fuck up. I understand if you still continue to choose to go down this path even after you've thought it through in a clearer mindset, but if you need anything, open dms

 

[MrDarkness]

I always feel alone, I have friends well I think I do, they just rarely message me, if you wanna talk my dms are always open

 

[The anhedonic one]

I completely understand what you are going through. Yet, it's a cruel fact of life that the vast majority of people are stupid and selfish. They only really care about themselves and can't be trusted.
I'm very lonely too, but have come to the conclusion that life is best lived alone.
People will always disappoint you in the end.

 

[CelticDeth]

No one in this world could be trusted. my trust has been damaged in such a short period of time that I cut contact with most people I trusted. Plus, my whole life is a mess and I'm feeling like a burden to my parents. I distanced from everyone and no one send messages to me. My "partner" disappeared of social media and I can't be obsessed anymore (I like to be obsessed over someone). Now I'm feeling alone, with no one to talk with and an unexplainable void. Hopefully y'all could understand what I wrote. Idk what to do right now, I'm contemplating SH and to put an end to everything. Maybe this could solve something, since this feeling hasn't gone away for a while.

It hurts to hear what you're going through, however there are ways to cope with it and try to find light in the dark. I'd love to chat with you and maybe try to help!

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Loneliness kills. I'm sorry what you have to go through. it's awful not to have friends not to have someone to talk to and what is even worse is when once trusted people cheat. I hope you can find peace!

 

[kunikuzushi]

I know that painful loneliness and feeling of emptiness when you have no one to obsess over. I agree with you that no one can be trusted, but maybe there's a way to keep people distant but still around you so the loneliness isn't too painful if you decide to keep trying to live. I'm really sorry you're going through this.

 

[Rack.-]

No one in this world could be trusted. my trust has been damaged in such a short period of time that I cut contact with most people I trusted. Plus, my whole life is a mess and I'm feeling like a burden to my parents. I distanced from everyone and no one send messages to me. My "partner" disappeared of social media and I can't be obsessed anymore (I like to be obsessed over someone). Now I'm feeling alone, with no one to talk with and an unexplainable void. Hopefully y'all could understand what I wrote. Idk what to do right now, I'm contemplating SH and to put an end to everything. Maybe this could solve something, since this feeling hasn't gone away for a while.

I understand exactly how you feel. I'm going through the same. This feeling of loneliness is truly devastating, having nobody to talk with, having no friends nor partner... It just feels like I'm getting stabbed every time I think of it and how alone I am and feel like I am slowly dieing inside... I really don't want anyone to feel like this and I'm really open to talk if you want

 

[Baron]

I had the privilege of never having a lot of friends, so I'm kinda used to being alone all the time. Idk about you but I just accepted that I will never change because of lack of motivation. I guess ctb as a last resort is the most logical answer

 

[FuneralCry]

I do understand that loneliness is painful for many people, I do agree that you cannot trust other people, it's true that very often humans just create even more suffering in this dreadful reality, existence is just too cruel.