AbusedInnocent
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- Apr 5, 2024
- 66
I feel like I've already died inside, I'm a shell, a husk, my outer appearance is merely a suit that enslaves me and forces me fulfill it's needs.
I just finished playing a game, an indie visual novel, the ending was so abrupt and unexpected my eyes started to water, an occurrence that happens no more than once a year, but I only let out a tear when I realized how dull my reaction was to the ending, how much effort it took me to attempt to cry, to try to actually feel something for once, In that moment I felt more sad for myself than the characters in the novel.
This is the most emotional I've been in months, a single tear.
The sadness only lasted minutes and I was back to my never ending boredom, and here I am writing this thread.
I remember as a kid I could easily get myself to cry almost on demand, but now it seems impossible.
I really can't feel anything anymore, if this is the most emotional I'll ever be then I've already died, there is no hope for me.
I just finished playing a game, an indie visual novel, the ending was so abrupt and unexpected my eyes started to water, an occurrence that happens no more than once a year, but I only let out a tear when I realized how dull my reaction was to the ending, how much effort it took me to attempt to cry, to try to actually feel something for once, In that moment I felt more sad for myself than the characters in the novel.
This is the most emotional I've been in months, a single tear.
The sadness only lasted minutes and I was back to my never ending boredom, and here I am writing this thread.
I remember as a kid I could easily get myself to cry almost on demand, but now it seems impossible.
I really can't feel anything anymore, if this is the most emotional I'll ever be then I've already died, there is no hope for me.