
Squalo
A Fatal Mistake
- Jan 14, 2021
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besides the survival instinct, the only thing that stops me from committing suicide is the fear of a possible reincarnation, does that ever happen to you?
I'm aware of the fact that millions of people on this earth are much more unfortunate than I am, and it frightens me that after my suffering life another even sadder and more difficult one will happen; I'm afraid to think that after CTB I will be punished with a worse life, in the midst of a war under the bombs or in a very poor country where I have to fight for a piece of bread, this world really sucks.
it's a fear that I don't know how to eliminate because I have no idea what there is after death, I envy people who are certain that there is nothing.
I'm aware of the fact that millions of people on this earth are much more unfortunate than I am, and it frightens me that after my suffering life another even sadder and more difficult one will happen; I'm afraid to think that after CTB I will be punished with a worse life, in the midst of a war under the bombs or in a very poor country where I have to fight for a piece of bread, this world really sucks.
it's a fear that I don't know how to eliminate because I have no idea what there is after death, I envy people who are certain that there is nothing.