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Benegra

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Jul 18, 2021
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Hello everyone. Today is my day to go. It has been a pleasure being on this forum and looking through all kinds of posts. I've met great people here and hope I was any of help to them. I wanna thank @Its time its time. Although I met him yesterday, we had so much in common, that it felt like he was a brother of mine. He told me that he also CTB today and I hope he is in a better place now. I hope we will cross paths again. If not in this life, maybe the next.

I will be taking a stat dose of meto and drinking 200 ml of N. I'm honestly scared and shaking a bit, SI is gonna start kicking in, but I know I will be able to overcome it. Wish me luck all. Thank you for the support :)
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,468
If this is your decision then I wish you peace.
 
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hfk38

hfk38

Member
Aug 6, 2021
16
Good luck mate. I hope u find peace in the final few moments of your time here.
would u mind sharing where n how u got the N?
 
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Dead Meat

Dead Meat

DOOMED
Oct 10, 2018
18,394
Wishing you all the Luck in the world, and may you have a pleasant journey to peace and tranquility. Lot's of Love and Blessings to you Beautiful soul. :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart::hug::heart::hug:
 
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Apricity

Apricity

Wizard
Jul 27, 2021
642
Good luck mate. I hope u find peace in the final few moments of your time here.
would u mind sharing where n how u got the N?
Read the PPH. There's a link in the methods mega thread.
 
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hfk38

Member
Aug 6, 2021
16
I didn't mean to be a nag. I know of what u speak.
Read the PPH. There's a link in the methods mega thread.
I just thought if he could write the letter A or D would be helpful.
 
A_miStake_of_NATURE

A_miStake_of_NATURE

I wish no one had to CTB..........
Aug 14, 2020
703
I hope this is exactly what you want….. Don't feel obligated if you change your mind. If not, I hope this transition will be as peaceful as possible for you. Safe travels.
:heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart::heart:
 
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Apricity

Apricity

Wizard
Jul 27, 2021
642
I didn't mean to be a nag. I know of what u speak.

I just thought if he could write the letter A or D would be helpful.
D is said to be more reliable currently.
 
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Benegra

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Jul 18, 2021
35
Took a little bit of a taste test and it is indeed very bitter. But I heard the aftertaste is the worst.
 
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Snake of Eden

“Ye shall be as gods..🍎 🐍”
Jun 22, 2021
2,473
Took a little bit of a taste test and it is indeed very bitter. But I heard the aftertaste is the worst.
I wish you peace. If you dont mind please keep us posted about the aftertaste and how long for you to start feeling sleepy
 
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316

Student
Aug 3, 2021
103
Good luck! I wish you a peaceful exit. Did you test the N or just going for it? I don't think I would feel it's necessary to test the N from D but maybe I'm wrong
 
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Benegra

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Jul 18, 2021
35
Good luck! I wish you a peaceful exit. Did you test the N or just going for it? I don't think I would feel it's necessary to test the N from D but maybe I'm wrong
I didn't test it as N from D is a guarantee.
 
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Apricity

Apricity

Wizard
Jul 27, 2021
642
Took a little bit of a taste test and it is indeed very bitter. But I heard the aftertaste is the worst.
If you have liquor around, it's supposed to help with the taste.
 
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Benegra

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Jul 18, 2021
35
If you have liquor around, it's supposed to help with the taste.
Ill use chocolate instead, because I might throw up if I drink alcohol.
 
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Dystopia

Dystopia

💤💤💤
Jul 22, 2019
367
Sorry life has come to this for you. I hope its tolerable and you get the deep sleep we all desire. Same method as me :hug:
 
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Benegra

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Jul 18, 2021
35
The pain has been unbearable for me, because I lost someone very dear to me. She was the only thing I had left in this world.
 
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peacefulhorizons

Wizard
Dec 31, 2019
676
I'm sorry to see that life has come to this for you. Sweet barbiturate dreams<3
 
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316

Student
Aug 3, 2021
103
Where did you get the meto? From D? Good luck friend
 
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aviation

It's time to go home.
Jul 30, 2021
127
When you've made your choice, it's yours. Please be safe, and good luck. You deserve more than you had here.
 
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Midgardsorm

Midgardsorm

Paragon
Apr 28, 2020
917
I'm sorry it came to this. I wish you peace, friend.
 
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BottomlessPit

Staring at the edge
Apr 28, 2021
423
(Don't feed the troll everyone)

Hello everyone. Today is my day to go. It has been a pleasure being on this forum and looking through all kinds of posts. I've met great people here and hope I was any of help to them. I wanna thank @Its time its time. Although I met him yesterday, we had so much in common, that it felt like he was a brother of mine. He told me that he also CTB today and I hope he is in a better place now. I hope we will cross paths again. If not in this life, maybe the next.

I will be taking a stat dose of meto and drinking 200 ml of N. I'm honestly scared and shaking a bit, SI is gonna start kicking in, but I know I will be able to overcome it. Wish me luck all. Thank you for the support :)
I hope everything will be peaceful. Remember that there is no shame in backing out if you decide that now is not the right time.
Good luck :)
 
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Midgardsorm

Paragon
Apr 28, 2020
917
@Its time its time ...

He sent me a private message yesterday, but didn't said he was going to leave.

I exchanged a just a few words with him.
How sad, I couldn't bid him farewell. I feel bad for this ...
 
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Benegra

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Jul 18, 2021
35
I drank the N. It was pretty hard drinking it. The taste is horrible and the aftertaste is even worse. See you on the other side everyone
I feel very sleepy instantly
Im getting dizzy and my vision is getting blurry. Time for me to go. Thanks everyone for the suppory
 
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A_miStake_of_NATURE

A_miStake_of_NATURE

I wish no one had to CTB..........
Aug 14, 2020
703
I'm so sorry…… Goodnight…….
 
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Midgardsorm

Midgardsorm

Paragon
Apr 28, 2020
917
Rest in peace, friend.
Your light will never dim.
 
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domedune

the stars will aid my escape
Dec 18, 2019
268
Wishing you safety and rest
 
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