No that's not what I am saying.I made it clear that she wants to die with me and we planned this out together with Dignitas DE. I did NOT say that she HAS to die with me and that I am taking choice away from her else I will divorce her. Thats mind numbing irritating me that you even suggest it! The situation with Dignitas is this, they, because of Swiss and German law can hold back our assisted suicide as long as they choose and for whatever reason they claim with the excuse of us not being mentally competent to make that decision for ourselves. We both were disappointed with this news. We were under the impression that they were in business to help people end their suffering and give them a peaceful and dignified death. I stated in the post that I dont know if I would be able to hold out and wait on them to approve us.
To break it down further... I personally am ready to die right now, but she is not and is trying to hold me back from ending my life of suffering on my own at this time. That's HER trying to take away MY choice! Not the opposite! The abuse is actually coming from her side. Though I am agreeing to not kill myself right now cause , guess what? I actually care about her! So I have decided to go on suffering with all my issues to appease her and my family.
Also, I didnt say I would divorce her, to divorce yourself FROM something means that you will let go of an obligation to it. I think I made that really clear too cause I said that i would divorce myself FROM her and FROM her situation (to seperate myself from). I didnt say I would actually legally divorce her.I suppose I couldve said it in another way , My mistake! Judge me and sue me! To say it another way, I would relieve myself of all obligations to her and her situation. We would remain married, not that it matters cause when I am dead that ends the marriage now, Doesnt it?
Finallly to understand is that the shared goal is that we die together (cause i am nice and she wants to) but if she holds us back from that shared goal all cooperation from me is also off (thats what i mean by divorce from). I also specfically said that and that I need her full cooperation.