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fluorescentpearl

fluorescentpearl

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Jul 19, 2026
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Would (theoretically) letting myself fall backwards enhance the chance of death? From a 15 story building, or would it lessen the chance? I don't plan to step off because I assume that would make me land on my feet
My idea is that if I fall backwards gravity will pull my head down rather than my legs, but am not sure, and want to avoid survival as much as possible
 
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Would (theoretically) letting myself fall backwards enhance the chance of death? From a 15 story building, or would it lessen the chance? I don't plan to step off because I assume that would make me land on my feet
My idea is that if I fall backwards gravity will pull my head down rather than my legs, but am not sure, and want to avoid survival as much as possible
Makes sense to me. If it were possible to practice on something soft, I'd do that to help reduce SI.
 
fluorescentpearl

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Jul 19, 2026
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Makes sense to me. If it were possible to practice on something soft, I'd do that to help reduce SI.
How could I practice it if the fall is 15 stories? I'm not sure how I'd try to figure out if I'm falling the right way, but also, as for survival instinct I have it figured out, I'm mostly hoping I minimize the possible "damage" and maximize the lethality of the method
 
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Apr 4, 2026
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How could I practice it if the fall is 15 stories? I'm not sure how I'd try to figure out if I'm falling the right way, but also, as for survival instinct I have it figured out, I'm mostly hoping I minimize the possible "damage" and maximize the lethality of the method
you can't really practice the 15 floors part without a bungee cord lol, but you could practice the falling back motion on to a soft surface. It would make it easier when the time comes.

Highly recommend anxiety meds for this.
 
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Jul 19, 2026
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you can't really practice the 15 floors part without a bungee cord lol, but you could practice the falling back motion on to a soft surface. It would make it easier when the time comes.

Highly recommend anxiety meds for this.
Ohh! Will do, thank you!
 

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