Venting Failed suicide attempt - I feel more helpless than ever

[d e a d]

I tried to ctb via partial hanging. Survival instinct didn't even kick in, I don't know what went wrong, i was about to pass out and then it suddenly stopped, I didn't move at all during my attempt. Now i just feel trapped, helpless and alone. I'm so envious of people who have access to "easier" methods (Gun, Sn etc.)

 

[FuneralCry]

It's horrible how it's so difficult to die and I get that it's dreadful feeling trapped in this existence. I also very much envy those people, I hate how we exist in this world where access to a reliable suicide isn't a human right.

 

[DEATH IS FREEDOM]

Combining methods leads to a more reliable death. There are people who have committed suicide with plastic bag and hanging.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I'm sorry it failed. Don't be too hard to yourself. Partial has imo a high failure rate. Have you considered full suspension?

 

[d e a d]

I'm sorry it failed. Don't be too hard to yourself. Partial has imo a high failure rate. Have you considered full suspension?

I've considered it, but I don't have a suitable place in my home to do it, and I don't wanna do it anywhere public like a forest for example

 

[Bruce]

@d e a d Hmm.. I keep thinking about abandoned buildings, maybe you can find one.