Failed SN Suicide

[Sue]

Hi.. I'm new here

Well, I purchased a bottle of SN and the pills to potentiate the effect. Propranolol, antacids and I took a few antiemetics. Drank slightly higher
than the lethal amount of SN dissolved in water, mixed with the crushed propranolol. This was 3 days ago.

Waited an hour. My expectation was to become unconscious within 10 minutes, But I waited and waited, nothing happened. I felt nothing. Once an hour had passed
I ended up with a tummy ache. Then violent vomiting and diarrhea. This carried on for about 30 minutes, and once I had thrown everything up, I went to sleep.

Suffered very mild kidney pain in the morning when I got up. But have been feeling normal since then. I am really frustrated that this didn't work.

After all the research I had put into it. I assumed that this was going to really work. I cant see how it didn't. And yes, it was nitrite and not nitrate.

I don't know what to do next.

 

[Amumu]

Have you tested it before? (Blood test)
Have you fasted?

Take care and talk to your doctor if you have other symptoms

 

[Lost Magic]

Hi.. I'm new here

Well, I purchased a bottle of SN and the pills to potentiate the effect. Propranolol, antacids and I took a few antiemetics. Drank slightly higher
than the lethal amount of SN dissolved in water, mixed with the crushed propranolol. This was 3 days ago.

Waited an hour. My expectation was to become unconscious within 10 minutes, But I waited and waited, nothing happened. I felt nothing. Once an hour had passed
I ended up with a tummy ache. Then violent vomiting and diarrhea. This carried on for about 30 minutes, and once I had thrown everything up, I went to sleep.

Suffered very mild kidney pain in the morning when I got up. But have been feeling normal since then. I am really frustrated that this didn't work.

After all the research I had put into it. I assumed that this was going to really work. I cant see how it didn't. And yes, it was nitrite and not nitrate.

I don't know what to do next.

wow, sorry to hear. That's disheartening. SN, is my method of choice. Think you are supposed to drink a backup drink if you vomit it all up.

 

[Sue]

Have you tested it before? (Blood test)
Have you fasted?

Take care and talk to your doctor if you have other symptoms

I had blood tests done a year ago after a failed suicide attempt with a mixture of alcohol, painkillers, and benzos, and everything was normal.
If you're referring to the SN, no I did not test it.
I at 8 hours before the attempt. Perhaps the food was still in my tummy and prevented the suicide.

 

[aminend]

Hi.. I'm new here

Well, I purchased a bottle of SN and the pills to potentiate the effect. Propranolol, antacids and I took a few antiemetics. Drank slightly higher
than the lethal amount of SN dissolved in water, mixed with the crushed propranolol. This was 3 days ago.

Waited an hour. My expectation was to become unconscious within 10 minutes, But I waited and waited, nothing happened. I felt nothing. Once an hour had passed
I ended up with a tummy ache. Then violent vomiting and diarrhea. This carried on for about 30 minutes, and once I had thrown everything up, I went to sleep.

Suffered very mild kidney pain in the morning when I got up. But have been feeling normal since then. I am really frustrated that this didn't work.

After all the research I had put into it. I assumed that this was going to really work. I cant see how it didn't. And yes, it was nitrite and not nitrate.

I don't know what to do next.

I'm sure ur SN wasn't pure enough. Can u send its pic

 

[Amumu]

I had blood tests done a year ago after a failed suicide attempt with a mixture of alcohol, painkillers, and benzos, and everything was normal.
If you're referring to the SN, no I did not test it.
I at 8 hours before the attempt. Perhaps the food was still in my tummy and prevented the suicide.

Your seller is probably a scammer. You can check out the Resource Compilation to test your SN imho.

 

[Sue]

I'm sure ur SN wasn't pure enough. Can u send its pic

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wow, sorry to hear. That's disheartening. SN, is my method of choice. Think you are supposed to drink a backup drink if you vomit it all up.

I did have a back up mix as well.. But I was in a moderate amount of pain, so I decided against it incase I make things worse, and don't die.

Your seller is probably a scammer. You can check out the Resource Compilation to test your SN imho.

It's from a chemical lab company who sells these type of chems. It's legal to get in my country. I wouldn't think a reputable company would sell stuff that isn't pure. But I'm going to get it tested. Been searching for rest kits, all I get is the strips that test pool water, or tank water. Are those tests suitable?

 

[aminend]

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I did have a back up mix as well.. But I was in a moderate amount of pain, so I decided against it incase I make things worse, and don't die.

It's from a chemical lab company who sells these type of chems. It's legal to get in my country. I wouldn't think a reputable company would sell stuff that isn't pure. But I'm going to get it tested. Been searching for rest kits, all I get is the strips that test pool water, or tank water. Are those tests suitable?

Ur powder looks completely white. SN is yellowish.

 

[Amumu]

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I did have a back up mix as well.. But I was in a moderate amount of pain, so I decided against it incase I make things worse, and don't die.

It's from a chemical lab company who sells these type of chems. It's legal to get in my country. I wouldn't think a reputable company would sell stuff that isn't pure. But I'm going to get it tested. Been searching for rest kits, all I get is the strips that test pool water, or tank water. Are those tests suitable?

Blood test is simpler

 

[Sue]

Ur powder looks completely white. SN is yellowish.

Is there no way that it can be just white? Perhaps they sold me nitrate and labeled it as nitrite :(

Blood test is simpler

Oh you mean test my blood for nitrite? I think it might be too late now, it's been about 3 days. And with my suicide history, the doctors would be suspicious about me testing my blood for nitrite

 

[Amumu]

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/blood-test-with-sn-blood-pics-inside.31365/

 

[aminend]

Is there no way that it can be just white? Perhaps they sold me nitrate and labeled it as nitrite :(

Oh you mean test my blood for nitrite? I think it might be too late now, it's been about 3 days. And with my suicide history, the doctors would be suspicious about me testing my blood for nitrite

No. SN is definitely yellowish powder like this:
Also u must take 25g SN in 50 mil water.

 

[Lost Magic]

It probably isn't pure enough tbh. It could be NaNO 2 but have a low purity. I checked the website and it doesn't say.

 

[Midgardsorm]

Is 1 year enough time for SN to lose its purishness?
Were your SN closed or did you opened?

 

[Sue]

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/blood-test-with-sn-blood-pics-inside.31365/

Oh.. good idea I will try that out when I have some courage to draw out blood.
I took about 35g to be safe and dissolved it in water. Along with 100 crushed propranolol. My SN is definitely white though, so I am going to get it tested. I am hoping it isn't pure, that wat I can get pure SN and attempt it again.

 

[Bagger]

It was probably nitrate not nitrite

 

[Sue]

Is 1 year enough time for SN to lose its purishness?
Were your SN closed or did you opened?

Is 1 year enough time for SN to lose its purishness?
Were your SN closed or did you opened?

It can last a long time, as long as it is sealed. I've read that exposure to oxygen can turn it into nitrate. My SN container was sealed completely. I had to break the seal and only broke it before I took it. I guess the best thing to do is to test it before taking it to be certain.

It was probably nitrate not nitrite

The bottle says nitrite though. Not sure why they would package it under nitrite. I am trying to find test kits to test it though, cannot seem to find any online

 

[juraviel]

i never heard of sn having no major effects, those who survived barely did so. really bizarre and concerning

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

So from what I've read the fasting (and obviously purity + amount) seems to be the only required things with SN. Makes sense for a shitton of fluid and food in the stomach to have the same effect as sprinkling SN over a large meal (think alcohol).

Still doesn't make sense for this to happen without the SN being trash tho.

I am trying to find test kits to test it though, cannot seem to find any online

The test is just to see how it interacts with blood. If I remember correctly the colour is supposed to turn dark blue/brown or something.

 

[blue_muse]

Exercise caution before giving step-by-step instructions. I wonder about the motives behind threads like this.

 

[Teardrop2021]

At least there was no serious damage from it and you can try again. But yes, puzzling.

Hi.. I'm new here

Well, I purchased a bottle of SN and the pills to potentiate the effect. Propranolol, antacids and I took a few antiemetics. Drank slightly higher
than the lethal amount of SN dissolved in water, mixed with the crushed propranolol. This was 3 days ago.

Waited an hour. My expectation was to become unconscious within 10 minutes, But I waited and waited, nothing happened. I felt nothing. Once an hour had passed
I ended up with a tummy ache. Then violent vomiting and diarrhea. This carried on for about 30 minutes, and once I had thrown everything up, I went to sleep.

Suffered very mild kidney pain in the morning when I got up. But have been feeling normal since then. I am really frustrated that this didn't work.

After all the research I had put into it. I assumed that this was going to really work. I cant see how it didn't. And yes, it was nitrite and not nitrate.

I don't know what to do next.

In terms of the pain--was the vomiting and diarrhea any worse than what you would get with the flu? Trying to figure out how painful this method is.

 

[Sue]

So from what I've read the fasting (and obviously purity + amount) seems to be the only required things with SN. Makes sense for a shitton of fluid and food in the stomach to have the same effect as sprinkling SN over a large meal (think alcohol).

Still doesn't make sense for this to happen without the SN being trash tho.

The test is just to see how it interacts with blood. If I remember correctly the colour is supposed to turn dark blue/brown or something.

At least there was no serious damage from it and you can try again. But yes, puzzling.

In terms of the pain--was the vomiting and diarrhea any worse than what you would get with the flu? Trying to figure out how painful this method is.

It was a bit worse than flu. I've never has this reaction during the flu. It was similar to taking a harsh laxative. Where you're throwing up, tummy aching, and tummy runs at the same time. So you're pretty much shooting out through all holes at once sorry for the graphics. It wasn't excruciating. Pretty much like food poisoning.
So.. I've drawn out blood. Added some of the SN to it... It pretty much remained the same color. No clotting or discoloration. So I guess it's not pure SN then?

So from what I've read the fasting (and obviously purity + amount) seems to be the only required things with SN. Makes sense for a shitton of fluid and food in the stomach to have the same effect as sprinkling SN over a large meal (think alcohol).

Still doesn't make sense for this to happen without the SN being trash tho.

The test is just to see how it interacts with blood. If I remember correctly the colour is supposed to turn dark blue/brown or something.

Probably was trash. I mixed some into some blood I extracted just now. The blood didn't clot or anything, remained red and liquid. No change in color. Well at least I know to get it tested next time.

 

[aminend]

It was a bit worse than flu. I've never has this reaction during the flu. It was similar to taking a harsh laxative. Where you're throwing up, tummy aching, and tummy runs at the same time. So you're pretty much shooting out through all holes at once sorry for the graphics. It wasn't excruciating. Pretty much like food poisoning.
So.. I've drawn out blood. Added some of the SN to it... It pretty much remained the same color. No clotting or discoloration. So I guess it's not pure SN then?

Probably was trash. I mixed some into some blood I extracted just now. The blood didn't clot or anything, remained red and liquid. No change in color. Well at least I know to get it tested next time.

As ur blood test showed u didn't use SN at all, ur SN was fake and indeed ur attempt wasn't a suicide and infact u didn't faile.

 

[Sue]

As ur blood test showed u didn't use SN at all, ur SN was fake and indeed ur attempt wasn't a suicide and infact u didn't faile.

Where can I get SN from then :(

 

[Bullit]

Indeed.

 

[BobMorane]

@Sue what country you're from

 

[StevieNixs]

@Sue what country you're from

I believe Sue has gone.

 

[NormaJeane]

That is the body´s way of reacting to poisoning. Sodium nitrite is a risky method.

 

[Wisdom3_1-9]

You've made me nervous. I have no room for failure.

 

[-FrozenRobot-]

That is the body´s way of reacting to poisoning. Sodium nitrite is a risky method.

SN is not a risky method, which is why a lot of people choose it. Take me for instance. I was saved from partial hanging. Now I'm obsessed with SN. The thing is that once you get SN with purity above 95% it is going to help you CTB, if you don't throw up. It doesn't matter if you take anti emetics or not. The only thing that matters is not throwing up.