Story Failed Overdose Attempt

[N00SE_MAN1A]

I tried to overdose by taking 21 clonotril pills. Now this was enough to kill me but some how I woke up in the hospital I have no clue how. According to the doctor my attempt was considered serious and that i almost died which means 21 pills was the right amount. I was kept in a hospital and then solitary confinment in a psychiatric ward against my will. Is this stuff even allowed? Anyways I got out but still want to ctb.

 

[woxihuanni]

I'm sorry it failed. Were you discovered by someone?

 

[Rocksandsand]

I was kept in a hospital and then solitary confinment in a psychiatric ward against my will. Is this stuff even allowed? Anyways I got out but still want to ctb.

I hope you are as okay as you can be after that. May I ask where you're from? Sometimes they can justify that bullshit depending on the local laws

I'd be very cautious in saying that 21 tablets is a concrete amount for CtB... Doctors have a very different perspective on what 'almost dead' means. Were you intubated or resuscitated? It's very rare that a benzo overdose on its own is enough to kill someone. I am not for a second discrediting what you're saying - more questioning what the doctor has chosen to say

 

[N00SE_MAN1A]

I'm sorry it failed. Were you discovered by someone?

Yes but this was in the middle of the night when everyone was sleeping so am unsure how they found out. I was discreet about everything.

 

[woxihuanni]

I'm so sorry. Maybe your body convulsed/made noise? I am not familiar with your method, though, so I don't know.

 

[N00SE_MAN1A]

I hope you are as okay as you can be after that. May I ask where you're from? Sometimes they can justify that bullshit depending on the local laws

I'd be very cautious in saying that 21 tablets is a concrete amount for CtB... Doctors have a very different perspective on what 'almost dead' means. Were you intubated or resuscitated? It's very rare that a benzo overdose on its own is enough to kill someone. I am not for a second discrediting what you're saying - more questioning what the doctor has chosen to say

Honestly I agree with you. I should be more mindful when I say it is enough. The doctor said my heart rate was dangerously low I don't remember the bom but it was in a very dangerously low range when I looked online.

 

[Donewith_]

Sorry..and good that you don't have damage from it.
What dose pills did you use if may ask

 

[intheend]

I hope you are as okay as you can be after that. May I ask where you're from? Sometimes they can justify that bullshit depending on the local laws

I'd be very cautious in saying that 21 tablets is a concrete amount for CtB... Doctors have a very different perspective on what 'almost dead' means. Were you intubated or resuscitated? It's very rare that a benzo overdose on its own is enough to kill someone. I am not for a second discrediting what you're saying - more questioning what the doctor has chosen to say

I sign this. They have a tendency to scare you, even if it was a suicide attempt.

 

[calendulo]

To fail is not too bad. You will getting experience.
Now you will be watched by your family environment which is a handicap to do your plan.

 

[JimFord99]

Yes but this was in the middle of the night when everyone was sleeping so am unsure how they found out. I was discreet about everything.

Did you do it at home, if I may ask?