Marsmia
Failed hanging a laughable amount of times
- Dec 14, 2025
- 12
Long story short I had ANOTHER failed hanging attempt on new years eve. I was literally so close but the stool I kicked alerted my family and they came in and intervened.
I got absolutely shouted at by all my family calling me all sorts of things and it was incredibly upsetting. They now literally hate me all over again.
They dont leave the fuck alone now. I'm a grown ass women but they constantly monitor me.
They have started going through my mail and my father saw my search history about SN.
I genuinely don't know what to do at this point. Hanging just doesn't seem to work I guess I'm too much of a fucking total idiot and with them checking my mail aswell as UK customs Sn is off the table.
I can't physically live. I feel I can't breathe. A friend of mine died recently but it's only made me crave death more. I genuinely feel I'm just going to mutilate myself from stress at this point.
I got absolutely shouted at by all my family calling me all sorts of things and it was incredibly upsetting. They now literally hate me all over again.
They dont leave the fuck alone now. I'm a grown ass women but they constantly monitor me.
They have started going through my mail and my father saw my search history about SN.
I genuinely don't know what to do at this point. Hanging just doesn't seem to work I guess I'm too much of a fucking total idiot and with them checking my mail aswell as UK customs Sn is off the table.
I can't physically live. I feel I can't breathe. A friend of mine died recently but it's only made me crave death more. I genuinely feel I'm just going to mutilate myself from stress at this point.
