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Deadfrogwalking

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Jan 15, 2024
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Seems like the closer I get to CTB, the more I think others can just see right through me.
If I make eye contact with someone it feels like they can read my mind, like they know what I'm thinking.
I know that's irrational but it is very frightening as the last days play out.
I find myself isolating more and more to avoid friends asking me if I'm OK, that question actually evokes anger in me anymore.
Anyone else feel like this ?
 
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hikikomorizombie

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Jan 15, 2024
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not to feeling like ppl know what i'm thinking. for my entire life it's been the opposite, and the worse i got the more obv it became they didn't & never would. however, i 100% relate to the 'are you ok?', or 'how are you?' questions evoking anger/neg emotions. it started to affect me at work & is 1 of the reasons i quit. i used to genuinely want to eviscerate customers for asking me basic small talk questions like that, and for the rest of the day i'd feel like that during every interaction.
 

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