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maki

maki

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Apr 18, 2026
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a bit pathetic but it's my ex's nickname. i really miss them
 
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instormdrains

instormdrains

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Oct 29, 2025
69
Its from an old journal entry where I mentioned that it felt like we were all like rats in storm drains with the water filling up and that I wished God never let the water subside from the great flood
 
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haveyounoheartx

haveyounoheartx

take some of this, it'll calm you down...
Apr 18, 2026
14
couldn't think of anything so i chose a jujutsu kaisen reference ;-;...
 
theevildoctors

theevildoctors

Member
Mar 30, 2026
11
it's a reference to a character I love. and grew up with..
 
3spiral

3spiral

⭒ ׅ ♪ ’’
Apr 22, 2026
84
uhm... i think spirals are cool patterns. the 3 at the start is because spiral in my language translates to espiral but for some reason i keep trying to type 9spiral when i log in? maybe it just sounds better so my brain just goes automatically "ninespiral" also 3 times 3
 
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squiddedoutt

squiddedoutt

kaolinite
Feb 23, 2026
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Smiles & Giggles

Life is suffering
Apr 23, 2026
22
The backstory behind my username is too sinister to divulge here.
 
dizzy.

dizzy.

౿ ۫ ࣪ ׅ "Leave it to Piyoko-pyo!"
Aug 11, 2023
56
I used to go by "silly system", then "grave system", then "dread system", then soon enough wanted to change it again. I've always experienced this, but at that particular months-long period in time when I came up with my new username/nickname, I was especially having worse brain fog, dissociation, dpdr, anemia, even eventually fainted once - and dizziness. I was always dizzy, and I have been described as ditzy. so im now the dizzy system, or just dizzy. I think its a cute name too.
 
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WaffleCat

WaffleCat

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Apr 25, 2026
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I used to go by "silly system", then "grave system", then "dread system", then soon enough wanted to change it again. I've always experienced this, but at that particular months-long period in time when I came up with my new username/nickname, I was especially having worse brain fog, dissociation, dpdr, anemia, even eventually fainted once - and dizziness. I was always dizzy, and I have been described as ditzy. so im now the dizzy system, or just dizzy. I think its a cute name too.
i like it :)
 
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whywere

Angelic
Jun 26, 2020
4,036
My friend would often say she is [blank]pilled. Just used that in combination with how I view myself. :P
You are NOT and never ever will be anything of said such as a "loser", NOPE!

You are too wonderful for that and those that think and act otherwise are ignorant and mean spirited.

Hygs and the knowledge that you are a beautiful and caring person always,

Walter
 
ScaredPossum

ScaredPossum

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May 6, 2026
23
ScaredPossum because I feel misunderstood and constantly scared for my life :')
 
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StoneCactus

StoneCactus

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Mar 15, 2026
76
A plant that grows where I live and a random adjective that sounded kind of cool
 
pax420

pax420

We take rohypnol and just forget it all
Jan 19, 2026
144
Pax means peace and 420 is universal pot smoking time. What can I say I used to be a happy pot smoking hippie. Loooooooooonnnngggggg time ago. And btw I use it everywhere, online and irl. I'm not hiding from shit. I don't really care who knows I'm on here
 
tomame

tomame

forlorn 💔
Dec 28, 2025
200
take me, in spanish

how i yearn for someone to save me from myself- or better, take me from this earth
 

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