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ChocoPie

ChocoPie

Member
Aug 12, 2025
34
Damn guys, why some of u all have such meaningful names? I'm jealous....
I'm Choco Pie bcz I love the snack Lotte Choco Pie, that's it..
 
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Leonszabs

Leonszabs

Fortnite Expert
Aug 12, 2025
87
I love Leon Kennedy's abs
 
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eatantz

eatantz

I luv dolls
Nov 4, 2023
571
My name begins with an A so i wanted to incorporate like an animal that has the letter A. My first thought was anteater and my friends call me Ant so🐜
 
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klantedklaw

klantedklaw

Member
Aug 8, 2025
45
Klanted klaw is a name that appeared to me in a dream.

If I recall the details of my dream correctly I remember using it on a website where I make a thread saying that "I'm finally leaving".

Based on the dream I thought that it could've been some sort of prophecy to use it here lol
 
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The Morningstar

The Morningstar

Be absolute. Be yourself, until you bleed.
May 4, 2025
682
explain your username or the story behind it if there is one.


I'll start, Sergeant is a reference to a nickname playfully given to me by my late best friend while playing online games with him. The 45 came from my first username I used on a browser game in 2012, it also ended in 45 and just stuck with me since.

Although I'll change mine to make myself more anonymous once my name change date becomes available in August. So if you see this thread while that's still my name...... you're in luck?

Username explanation update, when?
 
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Cloud Busting

Cloud Busting

Formerly pinkribbonscars
Sep 9, 2023
546


"I just know that something good is gonna happen. I don't know when, but just saying it could even make it happen."

This is a song that means a lot to me. I was previously pinkribbonscars and the song represents my post suicide attempt recovery.
 
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Eternal Disaster

Eternal Disaster

IHaveDemonsInMyHead
Aug 3, 2025
110
Just picked up two words from these two sentences -
My life is a disaster.
I want eternal peace.
 
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UtopianSoliloquies

UtopianSoliloquies

Act 3 Scene 1
Jan 21, 2023
84
Mine is simultaneously pretty apt imo but also a little random. It's a reference to Hamlet's famous "to be or not to be" soliloquy in act 3 scene 1 where he resolves to not kill himself because he doesn't know what death entails and hence thinks cannot rationally decide. The utopian part was just because I was trying to quickly think of a name and for some reason, Friedrich Engels' Socialism: Utopian and Scientific popped into my mind and I decided it was good enough.
 
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claracatchingthebus

claracatchingthebus

Clara seems to be waiting for something. But what?
Jun 22, 2025
363
my first name is clara

my last name is catchingthebus

i just combined them
 
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EternalHunger

EternalHunger

tired of everything
Sep 3, 2025
115
I don't eat.
 
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RestlessTaiga

RestlessTaiga

I'm glad you're evil too
May 18, 2025
27
My favorite character is taiga aisaka.


I'm very sleep deprived, and I'm constantly thinking about something, that's were the restless part comes from.
 
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Irisse

Irisse

Art belongs to Maksn (on yt)
Sep 8, 2025
213
I hate my real name and I have always used this name on the internet for anonymity. I feel like it suits me better.
 
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richuu

richuu

🍊
Sep 5, 2025
2
richuu is an alternate spelling of my second name (used only in a certain part of my family tree). It's not in English, and I don't know what it means.
 
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Visitor_

Visitor_

Unsure how to voice out my feelings.
Sep 9, 2023
32
Simply what I am in this world.
 
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overtakee

someonebutnoone
Jun 11, 2023
14
Started smoking weed at 14 and it boiled my brain!
out of curiosity, what negative side effects has it had on you? I've been smoking weed for some time now and i can't really tell if it has been harming me or not
 
Liebestod

Liebestod

Prynce of Suicide
Mar 15, 2025
157
Liebestod is German for "love death".
 
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MissAbyss

MissAbyss

✮ ⋆ ˚。 ⋆。˚✩ ⋆ ✩ ⋆˚。 ⋆。°✮°。⋆ 。˚⋆ ✩ ⋆ ✩˚。⋆ 。˚ ⋆ ✮
Jul 20, 2025
154
"He who fights with monsters should take care lest he thereby become a monster. And if you gaze long into an abyss, the abyss gazes also into you". -Friedrich Nietzsch - Beyond Good and Evil (section 146).

To "gaze into the abyss" means to confront profound, often dark or meaningless, truths about existence, suffering, or the self, risking becoming consumed by them.

Pretty much sums up my life.
 
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i like apple juice!

i like apple juice!

New Member
Aug 21, 2025
4
i like apple juice!
 
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KinderEgg

KinderEgg

There's no surprise inside
Jan 15, 2025
61
It's a small chocolate egg with a toy inside and you eat the chocolate to get to the toy and it chokes Americans apparently.
 
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noreason.toexist

noreason.toexist

[void // anchor]
Sep 11, 2025
12
I have no reason to exist. 🖤

(Yet here I am..)
 
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shampoo sniffer

shampoo sniffer

Student
Aug 10, 2025
124
When I'm shopping, I spend time in the shampoo section, sniffing them. My favourite is the Aussie Mega shampoo. Smells so yummy.
 
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Raine Meadows

Raine Meadows

Member
Oct 8, 2023
19
Raine Meadows sounds pretty and keeps a consistent nature theme, and well, rain can symbolize depression, but since it's water, it can also be fluid. Some days I'm a total disaster, while other days I can keep it sunny.
 
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K

Kos

Member
Sep 10, 2025
6
Kos is part of a character's name that I have written. He's an Armenian who gets himself into trouble. I like writing lots of characters. But he's a good guy even deep down :)
 
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computer

computer

Member
Sep 12, 2025
30
i just love computers
my pfp is a nextcube cuz i have one still
 
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Lady_V

Lady_V

Please be honest.
Aug 31, 2025
85
My ex was known as "lil c". I gave myself the name "big v" to complement him. Now I'm kinda just known as V.
(Yes, it was a perverted, low-IQ joke)
 
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batmanreal

batmanreal

nobody gaf
Sep 9, 2025
48
batman🔥🔥🔥
 
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famouslastwords

famouslastwords

asleep or dead
Sep 15, 2025
16
It's a my chemical romance song. It's one of my fav bands. It's not necessarirly my favourite song, but i think it's beautiful and the title fits the forum's topic
 
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