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LifeIsASadist

LifeIsASadist

This world is disgusting
Oct 16, 2024
309
I tried to find the sweet spot and damn its fucking hard. I think my survival instinct remembers when I nearly died doing this so my natural human instincts are making the method that much harder because last time I came very close to death.

Edit : Does this happen to anyone else? Experimenting with a method and nearly dying from it and next time you try the method it is much harder to pull off successfully.
 
cinnamonsticks

cinnamonsticks

Andé y fallé - ex nostalgia expert
Aug 5, 2025
35
Does this happen to anyone else? Experimenting with a method and nearly dying from it and next time you try the method it is much harder to pull off successfully
Yeah, happens to me with partial, just started trying to see if ligature works. I think it has to do with SI, the next times you try your body could be already more in alert, that'd be my theory but it sucks. I'm in the same boat as you
 
LifeIsASadist

LifeIsASadist

This world is disgusting
Oct 16, 2024
309
Yeah, happens to me with partial, just started trying to see if ligature works. I think it has to do with SI, the next times you try your body could be already more in alert, that'd be my theory but it sucks. I'm in the same boat as you
I just wished there was a way to shut off SI. I cut my hair a bit and hopefully that does the trick
 
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