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hvk

hvk

ggs
Jul 24, 2026
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hello everyone im hvk

i found SS a couple weeks ago and have been lurking, its cool to see a community like this and having a place to read and discuss things i usually cant otherwise.
thought i should make my first thread to get to know people and post a little about myself.

as per the title, im sure a lot of people here deal with expectations and im no exception. im pursuing a degree im half-interested in, everyones ahead of me, yet it was the only option that would make my mom proud. i dont despise it, its just if i had done something more interesting to me without pressure to be rich, i would definitely be happier. sound design and foley work used to interest me a lot and i would definitely try it nowadays, but im just too far in to switch.

ironically, i also have a soft date to ctb by the end of august. if not august, the end of the year if i make it that far. it sucks being so illogical and irrational, saying im too far to switch programs but also planning on ctb, but i've come to terms that im a bit evil (shrug).

currently, PSH is what im thinking im going to do. funny side note with that, i was experimenting with rope, and wrapped it around the base of my neck to see what it'd be like. i was careless enough to try it STANDING in front of my dresser with all my collectibles and knick knacks. lo and behold, after a few seconds my legs give and i manage to swipe my arms and literally demolish everything on the dresser. im not fully losing consciousness, im not killing any brain cells, am i?

anyways, i think ill wrap my first post here. i hope everyone who reads this has a good day and i hope we get to have some fun times while were here !
 
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dante
Jun 12, 2026
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hello, welcome to SaSu!

i'm honestly so tired and cannot type out a whole lot for you right now but i just wanted to greet you and tell you i relate to your situation, i hope it makes you feel less alone. i am also new, but i've been lurking for quite some time now. i am also interested in artsy stuff. i wanted to get into tattooing but it just feels so far away now considering my life situation.

i hope you have a great time here and my DMs are open if you ever need them :)
 

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