Help exit plan - pills and SN

[mind_split]

i finally want to plan/finish my exit. i have my letters written, all structured at work and spent a lot of time with family and friends.

I have a lot of oxy at home, seresta, sertraline, risperidone and lithium.

but i also want to have SN. don't wanna suffer from seizures and pain.

why does it have to be so difficult? i just want an exit plan. i don't want and can't do it anymore.

fkn shitty world. just want to get my SN or some N. fkn restrictions.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's certainly so incredibly inhumane how suicide is purposely made so difficult for people, it just shows how hellish this world truly is, if methods as peaceful as Nembutal were more easily available it'd be such a relief.