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Leiden

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Sep 1, 2020
435
I can't exist like this anymore. I don't know how I'm even going to make it through the next minutes. I can't go through all this suffering anymore. I try and ask God for strength and help, but I never get it. Is anyone even up there...I don't know. I can't go on anymore existing with all these issues and always more come..always! How are the people who have health issues staying alive through it all? I can't bare it already, then another new issue comes that I have to live with. I'm terrorized every second of the day and I don't know what to do. I can't exist like this anymore. It only ever gets so much more worse for me. I don't understand why. Some people have it so easy and are living great lives and are happy and no problems. Why couldn't that be me. Ide take that over this hell I live every waking moment. Why do I have to suffer so unbelievably much. I just can't survive anymore. My day is I wake up and go through terrorizing suffering all day and that repeats every day and then a new issue will happen and it gets worse and worse and I can't exist like this anymore. If anyone can DM me the SN source, I'd really appreciate it. I really don't know how much more I can bare.
 
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donwhitman

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May 12, 2024
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Existing = Hell
Non Existing = Heaven
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,344
Existing = Hell
Non Existing = Heaven
Yes.

Non-existence forever is the best thing because it's the opposite of this hell called life

Every single sentient organism that lived more than a few years suffered pain

Every single organism that lived , died most of them horribly. And that will happen to any organism that is alive or will be born

AlMost all wild animals will die by being eaten alive by other animals , parasites , fungus, bacteria etc

Most humans die very old in pain of painful diseases like cancer or dementia
 
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Mlifos & Sitoa

Mlifos & Sitoa

nothing gets better
Aug 17, 2024
73
I understand you man, I feel the same very very often. An online friend told me that I should look at the positive side of the life. Like, I can't understand this shit. Where's the positive things, lol? Existence really sucks.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,158
It's so horrible and cruel how there's all this suffering in existing, I hope you find peace eventually.
 
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Leiden

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Sep 1, 2020
435
I understand you man, I feel the same very very often. An online friend told me that I should look at the positive side of the life. Like, I can't understand this shit. Where's the positive things, lol? Existence really sucks.
Seriously, what a joke. There is literally, nothing positive in this life for so many. It's only unbearable suffering for a lot of people. I can't bare anymore
It's so horrible and cruel how there's all this suffering in existing, I hope you find peace eventually.
I don't know how people can survive all this suffering. It's endless. It never gets better just always so much worse.
Existing = Hell
Non Existing = Heaven
Existing is the worst hell imaginable.
 
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