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Lextyle

Lextyle

Student
Apr 6, 2026
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Do you sometimes look at everything and ask what the fuck is even life? Why and how do I have consciousness and is this some kind of evil joke or something? What is even happening, what the actual fuck
 
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hiding the roses

hiding the roses

wwx
Mar 29, 2026
36
yeah, big part of my life is just wondering why i was chosen to exist to bring nothing and die
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
974
I look at the news that shows the wars, the suffering and the greed and I just cannot get it why this world and the people in (most of them) it are so evil. I feel like I have been forced to live on a wrong world, a world that I never felt a part of.
 
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LigottiIsRight

LigottiIsRight

Life is not worth beginning.
Jan 28, 2025
208
Yup, I get that sensation often when I look at the shitshow that mankind is (at soooo many levels xd hilarious joke).
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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the world makes no sense to me.
And I was evil. I chose it
I agree that it's everywhere and I'm so sorry I was more evil than good
Why is that even possible
What is the point of anything
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,128
I understand as to me existence is just the most terrible, dreadful mistake that just causes all this cruelty, harm and suffering, I'll just always see it as an abomination to suffer in this existence and no matter what I'd just never wish to be conscious of anything at all, to be conscious in this existence is just the most dreadful, torturous abomination.

I find it the most terrible tragedy how this existence was even imposed at all causing all this torture as a result, all I want is the peace of non-existence, only non-existence could ever be positive for me, there's just so much evil in existing with existing beings in agony every second.
 
hereandthere13

hereandthere13

why me?
Sep 14, 2023
131
Do you sometimes look at everything and ask what the fuck is even life? Why and how do I have consciousness and is this some kind of evil joke or something? What is even happening, what the actual fuck
YES LOL EVERYTHING IS FUCKING POINTLESS